sympathy for inanimate objects

I have felt sympathy for objects since I was a very young child.

This has caused me a huge amount of sadness and anxiety over the years. I feel sad for the photograph that gets pushed to the back of the display cabinet, the guitar that doesn’t get played anymore, or the once loved camera that has now been displaced by a newer one. As a young autistic child, I played alone with my little toy cars and soldiers. I would be overwhelmed with sadness for the toy that got left out, or didn’t work properly. This was a constant source of anxiety and something I did not know how to explain to anyone, till now.

As I write this, I can actually feel the sadness rising up. Why is this, surely the object in question does not have any feelings? Why do I project an imagined empathy onto an unconscious object? I do not hear the camera, picture or guitar, crying out to me for help. So it must be me that’s feeling the emotion. I admire people that can happily discard a possession when it no longer pleases them. How free that must feel. To be able to move on to the next thing, without even looking back.

So why do I get so deeply upset by this? I have scoured the internet for answers. There are other people, some with autism, that share this strange trait, and describe it in a similar way, how they also feel sorry for things. As autistic people, perhaps some of us have a tendency to invest our emotions in inanimate objects rather than people. Could it be this that leads to our things becoming our closest friends?

sympathy for inanimate objects

There is some evidence to suggest that OCD and Synaesthesia are possible causes. Put simply, Synaesthesia is a neurological condition where the senses are confused. So someone with it, may smell a taste, or see a particular colour when thinking of a specific number. Some people have a form of Synaesthesia known as Personification. This is when a personality or emotion is attributed to an object. It would appear that there is a higher tendency for those on the autistic spectrum to have Synaesthesia in one form or another.

I’m not totally convinced that what I experience is Synaesthesia, and I have not heard a satisfactory explanation of why it happens to me. A clinical psychologist did tell me once, that it was something to do with OCD and autism but could not elaborate any further.

Even at 57 years of age, the sadness I feel from objects stops me from becoming a fully-functional adult. At times it disables me and keeps me as a child that wants to cry all the time.

Does anyone know if this is autism-related or OCD?

I’m leaving this post slightly open-ended. This is because I really want your feedback on this.

Do you also feel sorry for things, and do you get upset if an object is being left out or discarded in some way?

Please let me know.

Thanks for reading.

Steve

adults with autism

www.adultswithautism.org.uk
Autism: Feeling sympathy for inanimate objects

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  1. Hello everyone,
    I’m a 23 year old woman from Holland and I would like to write my feelings down at this website.

    I’m not diagnosed with autism but I’ve always felt sorry for objects since I was a kid, I still experience this feeling but now I’m going through a tougher time than usual.

    My mom has her car for 8 years now (Renault Twingo), I am kind of attached to it and I have driven a lot in this car when I just got my drivers license (I think that has something to do with the attachment). We even gave this car a name: ‘(Dutch) Het Meisje / (English) The Girly’, just because it’s a cute small car. My mom bought a new car today at a car garage where ‘The Girly’ will be waiting for her new owner. I highly disagree with this choice and even admitted to her that I’m not happy for her buying a new car, even though people will normally be happy with a purchase like this. Well I’m even crying because of this. I’m also sad for the fact that nobody understands me.
    When I get fired or a person dies (for example) everyone will understand my sadness but now I feel like I’m all alone in this. I can’t cope with the fact that my mom trades her old trusted car for another one. I’m worried for ‘The Girly’ since I will never know who will be the next owner, will the next owner love her and take good care of it? I will never know… When I see ‘The Girly’ standing outside at our house (she’s still here) I say to her in my head: ‘I’m so sorry that I can’t do anything to stop this from happening…’
    Normally when I’m sad I can have very good talks about my feelings with my parents but now I’m feeling I’m all alone.

    Thanks for reading! I’m hoping to find someone who I can talk with who understands me

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  2. I have always felt the personalities of objects, numbers and letters. Being an only child, living in a rural area until I was seven with endless time in the freedom of my imagination, strengthened this ability. My mother also contributed, I’m sure, as she would use my empathy for inanimate objects as a tool to get me to cooperate. “Oh, those poor peas left on your plate want to be in your tummy with the other peas.” or “That poor stuffed bunny on the floor. He wants to be put away with his friends.” I have found this ability to be helpful when I plug it into writing fiction, which I have been doing since I was very little–before I could pick up the crayon to write the stories down, I used my Fisher Price people or Barbies to act the stories out, which were the same every day with minor editing. I always felt this ability was a gift, not a curse. It is only when I don’t spend enough time per week spinning thoughts into words, that I suffer from it–if I don’t use my imagination, it uses me. If the experience is causing you pain, I humbly suggest what Frida Kahlo has to say about the matter: “Creativity is the bridge out of our own suffering.” Find ways to put that ability to work for you instead of against you.

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  3. Finally, I know I am not alone. I’m a 45 year old woman in the US. It recently occurred to me that I might be on the autism spectrum, over 20 years after my younger brother was diagnosed with PDD and then severe autism. I am really good at spotting men who are on the spectrum, but it was only within the past few days that I learned autism looks different in women. When I looked at a comprehensive checklist for female ASD traits, I was shocked to find that many of my “Jenny-isms” are actually symptoms. Compassion for inanimate objects was one such symptom. I distinctly remember at around 5 years of age feeling terribly sorry for the seat in the car and the chair at the kitchen table because I had to sit on them (I knew I wouldn’t enjoy being sat on) and for the grass and rocks I had to step on as I walked. I never before associated these feelings from my youth with the sentimental attachment I sometimes make to objects, but now I see the connection. Although I find comfort and understanding of myself in the list of symptoms, I also feel a little sad that all the “unique facets” of my personality are actually part of a disability.

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    • Hi Jenny, I’ve just seen your comments
      Yes, autism can definitely “look” a bit different in women. But I think I’m quite good at spotting it now!.I’m not sure whether this thing about feeling sympathy for inanimate objects is to do with autism, OCD, or some type of attachment disorder. It’s definitely something I’m going to look into this year.

      It’s been torturing me for 50 years now!

      Steve

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      • Very interesting thread. I am reading Peter Whybrow MD “A Mood Apart” as a tool to understand grief at the loss of a child, and stumbled across this. I believe this book will be helpful to many on this page. subtitle is “the thinker’s guide to emotion and its disorders”

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  4. So glad I found this article. I have searched in the past for similar experiences which didn’t turn anything up and have thought I was going mad. Even a psychiatrist laughed at me years ago when I mentioned how I’d been feeling since being a small child. From being sad to see old cars go, to being upset about lost toys feeling lonely and not being able to cope with a virtual pet game on the Nintendo and many more stories I could tell about being attached to inanimate objects. I have finally found that so many other people experience the same. I have been referred by my GP for an autism assessment and have been diagnosed with mild OCD, GAD and Depressive Disorder.

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  5. I came across this post seeking comfort because of what just happened to me. I’m autistic and I make custom dolls as a hobby. I can buy broken doll parts and fix them up into something new. Recently, I bought a perfectly good troll doll because her short body would be perfect for my latest project. When I got her I was instantly in love. I named her Alma. So, changing her head was out of the question, so I made a mold out of plaster. When I was taking the mold off, I accidentally slit her throat with my knife. It’s just a little cut in the plastic and the doll looks just fine, but I’m devastated over it. I just got her and I want to be nice and I seriously hurt my new friend. At least now I know I’m not the only one.

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  6. We’re made to feel as though it’s us. That there’s something wrong with us. But, truthfully, people are heartless and let you down, while an object never will. Atypical people are so quick to dispose of anything, be it people or inanimate objects, that no longer suit them. That’s where our anxiety comes from. Those people. I don’t believe it’s us. How cruel they can be by disposing of something that truly means something g to someone else. And in a world like our’s, this is more accepted and celebrated, more atypical behavior than someone with a huge heart. Something is seriously wrong with the world, if you ask me!

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    • And, furthermore, we’re the ones being told that we as autistic people lack empathy. But do the people that dispose of people and things exercise their empathy by thinking about how it makes the other person feel by doing so? No!

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  7. I don’t know if i have autism, if i did, it would probably be to a lesser degree but i can relate to this. I literally have a cupboard with a massive box of stuffed toys in it and another two larger boxes. I cannot get rid of them without feeling horrible. I manage to separate some from the ones im going to keep, then i feel bad and pick them back out. When i was a young teen, my mum got rid of loads of our childhood toys, so we went through them all and i remember finding my monster soft toy that i used to take everywhere with me. I had him and a smaller version of him. They went in a box. They were thrown out. I spent 5 years replaying it over in my head and feeling atrocious, even crying and in that five years, i scoured ebay, etsy, amazon, online auctions for him. I would stay up really late and there was never another one until one day, i found a brand new one and i bought him outright for a much higher price from the seller. Every night, i check to see he’s in the cupboard but i still want my old one back. I now have collectors bears, vintage soft toys, branded soft toys, some ornaments and little handmade items, mostly because i saw them on ebay at the time. Some people say, when you give up an item and you feel guilt/sadness that it goes away but i spent five years feeling terrible about that, I can manage to part with other items but when it comes to stuffed animals, i have a hard time. I KNOW that they are going to get binned in a charity store and at least if i have them, they’re safe. Sometimes if i walk down the road and someone has discarded a television or a chair etc, i can feel bad for it, i always think it could have been saved and used by someone else. Very strange but i just call myself a vintage soft toy collector now if anyone asks, although, in a few weeks time, i’m going to have to get rid of a few, god knows how i’m going to manage that. Glad i’m not alone with this. It’s frustrating because i hate clutter and even though the toys are in the cupboard, i know they’re there and i know it’s weird and i know when i move it’s going to be a nightmare but at the same time i like having them and i don’t want to bin them. If it’s to help out a needy child/baby, that’s a different story, i can give them away, i guess because i know they’ll be loved by someone.

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    • Me too. Soft toys are practically people to me. I once had a nightmare where a fire claimed my very first teddy. (I still have him) I awoke nearly screaming with horror until I found him and held him. I’m too old to and yet I still take him to be with me. My mother has never questioned this and in fact has put a lot of effort into keeping him in good condition despite years of love. My biggest fear is that he will not be looked after once I die because the next person won’t have the same connection with him and he’ll be thrown out. And the ones in the cupboard? I have to open the doors sometimes. Cos it’s dark in there and then might want to see me. I am autistic. I believe that I have an excessive capacity for empathy/sympathy where i feel for my things as much as my friends.

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  8. Man, I just read through all these comments and think I’m going to cry. I found this page googling “thinking objects have feelings”. I’ve never told anyone about this before, and I’ve been going to a therapist for almost a dozen years. It’s at the point where it is really affecting my mood. For example, in a craft group I am in people post photos of stuffed animals they make and it makes me super sad if they look like they won’t be used. Or someone made a blanket for their cabbage patch doll and someone else commented the dolls freaked them out and I just wanted to cry.
    I haven’t been diagnosed with autism but my therapist says I have some autistic traits, and I do have mild OCD and an anxiety disorder. But I think I’ve had some version of this feelings thing forever— I’m not sure I’ve ever thrown away anything that has eyes on it.
    All of this is pretty funny because I only feel sad for people I know if something really tragic happens (or death or illness) but a stuffed dog out for trash day and I’m a mess…

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    • Hi,

      I am currently conduction my dissertation research project. I am investigating how people with ASD think about objets. The project consists of a series of questionnaires administrated via the internet and would take about 25 minutes to complete.

      You must be over 18, be a native English speaker and have ASD to take part in this study. You contribution is greatly appreciated. Your responses to the questionnaire are anonymous, will be safely stored and will only be seen by the research team.

      Please follow this link to the survey if you would like to take part. It will give you some more information about the study, a consent form and access to the survey:

      https://uclioe.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_3n2tnKET3g82cjX

      Thank you very much for your time and help!

      Kind regards,
      Carolina

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    • Yes! I also teared up when reading these things because I felt I was the only one in the world that felt this way. It’s exhausting to me but I have found ways to deal with it. I haven’t told anyone about this but my mom has occasionally made fun of me about “the time I used to keep orange peels when I was little”. It’s embarrassing but I just smile and nod because no one would understand that I felt sorry for them.

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    • I feel so scared, I’m 54 and struggled thru my entire life as a basket case, only to find I can put a label on me known as either autistic or bipolar?)??? Where do i start?

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  9. Wow! I’ve never thought to google this before but I am moving house this month with my family (I am only 15 but I still have loads of my old toys from when I was younger) I do have aspergers which really makes the whole personifying objects worse because not only do I feel bad for having to put them in boxes, I can pretty much name what’s in each box so I feel even worse. I always feel bad for objects especially when they are alone and all their “friends” are somewhere else. My mum doesn’t understand but I have told her I am keeping my stuffed toys on my bed because I can’t bear to put them away as I feel for them the most. Even then I feel bad having some near my feet and some near my head like some sort of favouritism. I need to bin stuff and declutter so bad but the thought of putting them in a landfill for them to be burnt makes me so upset, even the idea of giving my toys to someone else or donating them freaks me out because they won’t love them as much or they might ruin them. I don’t know what to do. Recently, not on purpose but subconsciously I gues I have been so obsessed with animals (even if it does lead to you saving a baby mouse then losing it for a day before finding it and putting it back outside ) and all that extra empathy goes to them which I think helps me feel less for objects or perhaps get a moment of reality. It’s much better in the end to care for the animals and whether they’re being neglected and help them than to hoard small plastic toys that used to live in a penny machine anyways. I love looking after the birds the most and I have a really good bond with my cat because I think I personify him a bit too. Anyway thankyou for this post it’s so nice to know your not alone out there and maybe oneday all of our personified possessions will regenerate into somethign together!

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    • You sound exactly like my daughter, she is 12, even down to the animal welfare points. You both are extremely kind and caring, caring about EVERYTHING, but it comes at a price through the anxiety. I wish I could find a way to help my daughter, and I hope you find ways to reduce the negative aspects and the impact on you, but maintain the caring nature, just be able to turn it down to a manageable level. In a world where people in general don’t seem to care enough, it’s ironic that caring too much carries such a burden.

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  11. I feel sorry for abandoned objects like stationary ect. I feel quite sad when I see objects being broken and no-one caring. If I accidently rub against a wall or something then I feel sorry for the wall and have to touch it a few times to make it feel better.
    I’m an INTP and currently have Counting-OCD but I’m now wondering if I have autism.

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  12. Steve,
    Ever since I was little I’ve felt the sadness you described. It can be overwhelming at times.
    I used pick out “defective” stuffed animals or the ones no one else would want so that they wouldn’t feel badly. Or the last animal on the shelf. Sometimes I feel sad taking them away from their friends. My bed is surrounded with team members and I feel guilty if I don’t touch or talk to them. Currently I have a fox named Freddy, a nameless bat, a rabbit, a sloth, a talking leopard that says “I love you’ and several pink beenie boos because I love their eyes. I am 51, married with 2 teenagers, and have a graduate degree.
    Freddy and the sloth spent most of the summer with me at my yoga teacher training. I don’t know why stuffed animals speak to me but they. Not all of them, just some.
    I grew up an extremely lonley child. I was an only child. I have a history of sexual abuse. As a child I carried a large mouse named Mausey around everywhere., he was bigger than me. When I was 10 I got a bear named Bernie who also came to college with me. He is very old and his one eye is now falling out. He stays in my sons room (my son is 16) and I’m pretty sure Bernie still talks to him. Bernie makes me extremely sad. I worry about him dying. I can’t stand the thought that one day my son won’t care about him. I can barely think about it because my chest gets heavy and I don’t know how to describe what I feel.
    I do not have autism or OCD but I am diagnosed with c-PTSD and I have an eating disorder. I’ve always been extremely sensitive.
    Okay, I’ve written enough. But feel free to email me. You are not alone in your feelings!

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  13. Hello. I just stumbled on this page after searching for an explanation to my own feelings if sympathy for inanimate objects. I have never been diagnosed with autism or another disorder, but at 57 I certainly have become aware of patterns in myself that I wish I understood better. I recently have had conversations with my adult daughter in which she expressed frustration with me because I feel such sympathy for her partner when she describes getting angry with him for his bad behavior. I told her that i have always had extreme compassion, for the underdog, and anything, even rocks and cars, that I worried no one would like. And like others who’ve commented, this has led me to suffer socially because I simply cannot comfortably hear people speak negatively of other people or things.

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    • Hi Karen

      This is a really complex area. It’s possible that you are just an unusually compassionate and sensitive person.
      But then, perhaps there is also a mental health aspect to your feelings.
      Have you noticed any signs of OCD, or are you prone to bouts of anxiety? These conditions can – in my experience – also drive the types of feelings you describe.

      Regards
      Steve
      adultswithautism.org.uk

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  14. Many religions believe that objects have spirits, so this is perfectly normal!
    Maybe autistic people are just naturally more spiritually aware than we are?

    Cheers!

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  15. We just experienced this last night! We took my son to toys for us and he chose a sheep that made a noise. He wasn’t sure if it was working properly so when we got to the checkout he went to swap it for the other one on the shelf. My daughter and I were walking to meet them when she said she wouldn’t have been able to do that because she’d feel bad for the other one, which was exactly how I was feeling! I was getting all anxious but pushing it down as my son was obviously fine… Until we saw him walking back with his new sheep. Husband completely oblivious to the whole thing but I could see tears in his eyes then he said how bad he felt because the other sheep thought he was coming and now he isn’t and thinks there was something wrong with him. It took me several minutes to convince him swapping back would be ok because the second sheep would totally understand! Husband said he wouldn’t have done it if I hadn’t been there, I think he’d just have been sad and kept it in instead.

    This happens to me all the time. I varnished a bread hedgehog when I was younger. My car’s have names and personalities. Getting rid of something is painful. Id be upset to replace something as the other would be sad. My mum’s the same and our partners think we’re loopy!

    I assumed it was just over sentimentality. Now my son has suspected asd and having read about it I’m certain my husband and I am the same though different. Possibly our daughter! I literally googled “thinking inanimate objects have feelings” and this post came up. It’s a funny old world!

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    • And now I’m tearing up at that story. That kind of thing gets me every time. I feel bad putting something down to choose another object. Like I’ve let that first object down after letting it think I wanted it. Oh man, I’m seriously crying over that sheep now. I’ve been battling the personification of inanimate objects for a long time because it was causing me to hoard things or just get over emotional. I was diagnosed with BPD a couple of years back and I think part of it is the fact that I’m so inclined to being super sensitive. Sometimes I just stay away from things like cute toys or pictures because I know they will make me sad. Like if you show me a picture of something really cute that is crying, my day is ruined.

      If I really try to be analytical about it, I think a lot of this stems from my fear of abandonment. I project that fear on to inanimate objects, save them, and then experience a little bit of catharsis for saving something from abandonment. Every time I feel feel something for a personified object, I’m really feeling my own feelings towards myself.

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  16. Amazing how many people found this and commented already.
    I just saw this old stuffed lion animal on etsy with a compass in his pow. I felt like crying and buying it, “saving” it and giving it a home. Then I closed the tab and told myself I am nuts. – and decided to google.
    I also have issues eating chocolate bunnies or throwing away cute wrapping paper, among other things, of course I never threw away any stuffed animal, probably never will. I’ve seen a psychologist, but I have never been diagnosed with any actual disorder – I am just a candidate with potential for burnout so that’s how I end up there once in a while.

    Anyway, what really helped me getting over some of it, is the reclycling-green-planet-thought,

    1) Everything in this universe is made of the same foundation, essentially we’re all stardust. So just because I throw something away, does not mean it dies, actually the energy and the atoms in it just transform into something else, something new, which is a good thing. Not sure this holds in front of a physics professor, but for me it works.

    2) I know that often I connect things I get from people with them and feel bad for giving it away because they meant for me to have it, This can be silly things such as little toys from surprise eggs. But I decided that I cannot live in a trash museum and I rigorously started to throw things like that out. I do it very quick and then bring out the trash right away and then I forget about it and it’s good.

    3) I think about it from another perspective. The chocolate bunny I got for Easter was made to be eaten, right? So I am kind of offending it, by not eating it! How frustrated must a chocolate bunny be, if it failed it’s purpose? And what about that old teddy bear? Maybe it’s in pain because it’s arm is already falling off and it’s time for it to die and “transcend” into something new. I mean – if these feelings go into one direction, you can also trick them into the other.

    However, I have to say that I find this closely connected to phases of anxiety/burnout/depression. The more safe and stable I feel in my life, the less stressful it is for me to see “objects being mistreated” and the less likely I am to dwell on these things. So I think this is some kind of symptom when you are in an anxious phase.

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    • Ah and adding to my second point – I think that if those people who give me stuff would know how much trouble it causes me to keep them around even though I theoretically don’t want them, they would gladly just take them to the trash for me because likely they don’t care at all or significantly less than I do 😉

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    • Thank you Lisa, I can’t tell you how reassuring it is to read your words and feel that they say exactly what I have been feeling for years forever actually. Your hacks have been working for me, too, it does get better when you’re mentally better.

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  17. It’s such a relief to think I’m not the only one like this! I’ve felt this way since I was a baby, at least according to my mother. I actually cried when we sold a car I don’t even remember because I liked it so much!!

    I’m a very sentimental person in the first place and honestly something big has to happen for me to lose my attachment to something. I panic when I misplace things (I almost never lose things) or think I’ve hurt them in some way. As an only child and a bit of a lonely one at that I would treat my stuffed animals like friends, giving them names and stories and acting out adventures. I still have some of my oldest stuffed animals- including a stuffed chimpanzee named Diddy! I try my best to either sleep with them nearby every night or keep them nice and safe on my dresser.

    It can be extremely hard for me to lose attachment to something- even if it’s something I’ve never even seen before until that particular moment. With the peculiar exception of videos where squishy toys are cut open and how it’s made type sequences, I cannot stand to watch a video where something cute (and in many instances even things that aren’t all that cute) is done harm- like those videos where a doll is set on fire, or a stuffed animal is destroyed, or a snowman gets hit with a bat (those tend to get popular round winter time). There was a video some time ago that circulated around easter where a little chocolate bunny got melted while some terribly sad music played in the background. While it was apparently intended to be comedic I couldn’t watch more than five seconds of the actual melting because I got too emotional.

    While I find learning the mechanics-especially of more complex toys, like toy robots and the like- to be an absolutely fascinating topic, and those squishy videos tend to be upbeat and satisfying to watch, I cannot stand the way some people will senselessly destroy toys!

    I’ve had a few theories as to why I feel the way I do in regards to my belongings. Many of my favorite things have positive memories attached- even if I was having a terrible day before usually the item in question lifted my spirits. Therefore I create a positive association with them and similar objects. Second is perhaps the loss of innocence represented there is what troubles me. To me toys and stuffed animals are a symbol of childhood, comfort, and peaceful moments, and seeing them in a distressed state makes me similarly distressed as a result. Third is that I’m already a soft-hearted individual and my brain automatically makes the association that someone else might have loved that toy, or someone else might have treasured that stuffed animal- and as a result seeing the toy be harmed makes me feel bad. While my very early childhood was fairly nice my parents were both unfortunately terribly busy as I began schooling, with my father away on many business trips and my mother working from home. Then my father started his own business just before the housing market crash, and we lived strapped for money for ages. I know now we were never in such danger but I was always fearful of what might happen to us. I even told my mom I’d stop playing video games and watching TV if it meant bringing our electric bill down. Since we didn’t have a lot of money to go around, casual gifta decreased a lot and it instilled a bit of an inflated sense of worth in most everyday objects. Many things now are created to be replaced a few years down the road and now I wind up clinging to anything I can until itnpretty much stops working permanently or falls apart in my hands.

    Another theory is the one explained above- that it’s an Autistic trait. I have never been formally diagnosed, however I do see a counselor regularly (and she is incredibly well-educated, mind, and has done wonders for my mental health) has seen a great many signs of female-aligned Asperger’s in me, so I have to wonder if this is a trait that might carry over.

    Lastly it could be that I’m simply quite softheared, but I feel it may be a combination of all of the above as well.

    Apologies for commenting on an older post, but it was such a relief to know I’m not the only one! Hope you all are well, and thank you so much to everyone for putting your own experiences here.

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  18. hi
    I have been referred for an ASD assessment, am now 36 but have struggled with some life aspects since childhood. The traits heightened following a nervous breakdown and I decided that after years of wondering I should request an assessment.
    I feel very similar to you with inanimate objects – upon leaving jobs I get more upset at the items that I may have lost, were borrowed & not returned etc. than I have done about the people I will no longer see. Having to clear out clutter gives me much anxiety, I stewed for a week when my phone died; I’d found one I liked years before and found no reason to ever have a different phone, I bought one the same from ebay for when it started to fault, but this time it died for real and only smart phones were available, I fretted and did not want to accept it, and bored the Tesco sales person as she tried to sell me a phone, I just wanted my phone to not be dead. I eventually gave in, knowing I had to, and it was actually fine, but I find I do this with many objects. When the time came to get a new car I mourned for my car feeling disloyal, guilty, like I was betraying it. I have cried when each of my cars has gone. I feel like they are friends, like we have a connection spiritually somehow. As a teenager I would buy toy lions from charity shops feeling sorry for them, as though they were a real life dog in a pound. Then each night, choosing one to hug in my sleep I would tick off a rota, ensuring each one had a turn.

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  19. Hi, I found your article when I was looking for an idea of how to nicely throw away my daughter’s doll. Its covered in sticky cream and really needs to just go, but I feel so bad about putting the poor thing in the bin. I thought this was just me being silly, but, hooray! I’m not the only one.
    I have always been this way with toys. I remember getting a Cabbage Patch doll for Christmas one year. Its leg wasn’t sewn correctly, so my parents wanted to take it back. But I wouldn’t let them because I didn’t want the doll to feel unloved. And then came Toy Story, which made it all even more ‘real’.
    I haven’t been diagnosed with autism or OCD, but I do have my ways about things.
    Any tips on disposing of this unfortunate doll (plus the others I’ve been keeping, with broken legs and cracked heads) would be greatly welcomed 🙂

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    • Hi Jenn
      I am a Disney fanatic – I’d say it’s one of my ‘special interests’ or obsessions, but Toy Story is my exception – I cannot tolerate it, I really seriously hate it.

      This always surprises people who know me & know how I love Disney. (They usually love this one more than the other Disneys).
      The only explanation I can think of is that to me it feels too real & stressful because of seeing the toys alive, hearing their talk & thoughts. The emotions overwhelm me & I cannot watch it.

      I’m not a fan of Bedknobs & Broomsticks either – the mix of real & cartoon loses me, I feel it loses it’s authenticity (which neuro-typical people think is odd, because cartoons as a whole & Disney films ARE fictitious in their nature anyway, but I like them to feel realistic, which I feel they usually do)
      I absolutely LOVE Mary Poppins though but just the fairground scene when they jump into the pavement picture I’m not keen on. I feel it cheapen the film, lol – I think from ‘Saving Mr Banks’ PL Travers had similar concerns about that scene too?

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      • I hate Toy Story. I can’t tolerate the scenes where the stuffed animals and toys are abused. It’s super upsetting for me. Did you also have trouble with Paddington?

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  20. Hi, I found your article when I was looking for an idea of how to nicely throw away my daughter’s doll. Its covered in sticky cream and really needs to just go, but I feel so bad about putting the poor thing in the bin. I thought this was just me being silly, but, hooray! I’m not the only one.
    I have always been this way with toys. I remember getting a Cabbage Patch doll for Christmas one year. Its leg wasn’t sewn correctly, so my parents wanted to take it back. But I wouldn’t let them because I didn’t want the doll to feel unloved. And then came Toy Story, which made it all even more ‘real’.
    I haven’t been diagnosed with autism or OCD, but I do have my ways about things.
    Any tips on disposing of this unfortunate doll (plus the others I’ve been keeping, with broken legs and cracked heads) would be greatly welcomed 🙂

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    • Can you not wash the doll and make her feel loved. I feel sorry for some inanimate objects. Washing her and telling her you love her may make her feel loved, even though she doesn’t really have feelings. Wash her hair and her body. Maybe you and your daughter can wash or make new clothes for her, im sure there are plenty instructions online for knitting or making dolls clothes.

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  21. I can’t believe that there are actually other people with the same problem as mine!
    I’m 18 and I haven’t really been diagnosed with anything because I’ve never had a visit to a psychologist or anything, but I’m pretty sure I have OCD because of many symptoms, and things that I cannot explain to normal people, knowing that they will never understand.
    In my mind’s rules, EVERYTHING has to be organised but my bedroom is a mess. If I ever wanted to tidy up my room I would need at least three months because I believe that every little thing has to be put in a special place, and if I see order in a place, I just can’t stand even the tiniest thing being out of its place, so my bedroom should either be a PERFECTLY organised room, or a total mess so my mind can’t start labeling things and find certain patterns in anything. Of course the second option is much easier so I keep it that way.

    The thing is I have so many objects in my room that I don’t need and everyone else calls them trash and junk but I can’t even think of throwing them away because I believe it’ll break their “heart”, but we all know objects don’t have a heart. In fact they don’t have any organs, they are lifeless.
    Yet my mind can’t refuse thinking about the things I’ve thrown away since I could decide, and feeling awful and sad and cruel.
    I don’t keep any food or dirty stuff in my room but it’s awful and my mom doesn’t invite guests to our house anymore because she says my room makes her feel embarrassed in front of everybody.
    I don’t know what to do, when I tell her I want to visit a psychologist she just lashes out and yells at me and says “you’re not a psychopath you don’t need a psychologist you’re just lazy!” And I can’t afford an appointment on my own I really don’t know how to get out of this mess I’ve gotten my self into…

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    • Hi Delaram
      Thanks for your message.
      You are definitely not alone. It may be worth you pursuing the idea of consulting a doctor on this, if you feel it is having a bad effect on your life. As an 18 yr old, I personally think you could make your own health decisions. But try explaining to your mum again about how you feel.

      Kind regards
      Steve

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    • As Will Smith once said in a famous rap track of his about another topic: “Parents just don’t understand”. Maybe they just don’t want to take the time to see the situation from their offspring’s eyes. We can try to meet them half-way and find an orphanage or a little cousin, little sibling or nephew/niece to donate the toys to. Put the toys out there and see if any gravitate towards any of them and let them have it, of they seem to treat it right (like in Toy Story 3), so you get the feeling the thing that made you happy will get the best chance of being loved or used right.

      I know the feeling, though. I am self-aware enough about my issue I can laugh at myself when reading these, but know I am neurotic enough to do the same.

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  22. This is… mind opening. And it certainly taught me something about myself since I also have autism. I’ve had a teddy bear for as long as I can remember. His name is Pannis. Don’t ask me where I got that name because I don’t have a clue! He’s been with me to many places and I didn’t stop bringing him with me until I turned eleven. That’s when the adults around me told me he needed to stay at home. I guess they wanted me to grow up, but I guess I never did completely. I still have him near me when I sleep and I couldn’t think about putting him away somewhere. I promised him many years ago that he would sit in my bedroom, and I kept that promise. I used to be emotionally attached to all my stuffed animals and kept them all in my bed but I somehow got over it. Except Pannis, of course. I used to get emotionally attached to other inanimate things as a kid, especially vegetables. I had to eat at least two peas at the same time so none got left out. I felt sorry for the pea that got eaten last, “it must’ve felt lonely”. I never told anyone about it since I thought I was the only one feeling that way. And kids can be very cruel to those who are a little different, you know…

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    • Hi Mary
      Do you mind me asking; are you diagnosed with OCD or autism?
      Just wondering if you have spoken to a psychologist about the things you’ve described here.

      In my experience, this is quite a debilitating condition. It certainly stops me feeling like a grown-up!

      Regards Steve

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  23. I have had this EXACT same issue ever since I can remember. I cannot throw out a stuffed animal because I become upset about it being alone in a trash dump. I have been called a hoarder for the same reason. I just cried for an hour because we are getting a new bed in my room and we were disassembling the old one. I couldn’t, and still can’t, cope with the thought that my old bed will be alone in the cold and rain and snow. I have so much sympathy for these objects it becomes unmanageable. I have never been diagnosed with Autusm but I have been diagnosed with OCD and dependent personality disorder. Perhaps it is the OCD causing it then? While I would like to know why, I still embrace it to the best of my ability. If things are getting thrown out, I cannot be the one to do it because I break down. I’ve found ways to cope with it. I hope you can too! Best of luck!

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  24. I have had an elephant teddy called Elliot since I was 7. He holds George, a little mouse, in is trunk to stop him from being stamped on, which I have always admired. If anyone tried to hurt him I would cry and scream and do anything to stop Elliot from being hurt. I still have Elliot now, and I probably wouldn’t cry if someone did that now but I know it would still upset me, I used to have a lot of teddies and I used to have tem all at the end of my bed nicely arranged because I didn’t want any of them to be left out. I used to throw them up in the air individually and catch them, I would spend a couple of minutes playing with each one (I had about 30) in the same way, and again I would feel bad if any of them were left out. I don’t really know what happened to all of them but when my mum put them in the loft, I wasn’t happy because they were going to get cold and dusty, and I found it really upsetting. I’ve only felt this for teddy bears and stuffed toys, never any other objects.

    I have never been diagnosed with Autism or OCD but there are things like this that make me feel different to other people. If someone comes up to me with a baby, I am not very interested and I find it difficult to know what to do with them and I feel uncomfortable, and for others this seems easy and natural. I struggle maintaining friendships and I have never quite fitted in. I struggle making eye contact with people during conversation and then this makes me think that the person I’m talking to probably doesn’t think I’m interested and then they don’t like me as much. I have very dark and violent thoughts sometimes and they scare me because I would never do anything violent to anyone. I feel a lot of sympathy and empathy sometimes but don’t know how to show this, so most of the time I just end up not being able to actually say or do anything.

    I know this is slightly off-tangent but I have never put all of this down in words before and I feel like this is the right place to finally talk about this; can anyone relate to any of my experiences?

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    • Our son is a loveable first grader on spectrum. While he has a hoard of stuffed animals he clings to, the other morning I found our broken toaster in his bed. He claimed it was his friend, and that it was sad that it is broken. This is a constant reality for us, taking care not to attribute personality to objects we need to get rid of. He won’t eat any food resembling a face for this reason as well. (No gummy bears, no animal crackers, no smiley pancakes, etc)

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  25. I have experienced this for as long as I can remember. It often puts me in a mad mood. Thinking about a slightly misshapen stuffed animal being avoided and trashed, my monitor becoming dusty, objects being carelessly handled, etc makes me sad. Oddly, it’s not with all things. I haven’t yet been able to tell where the line is. Why my shoes but not my dishes? Sometimes I feel self conscious about bringing home a new thing if my home is disorganized because I feel the new thing will be disappointed or fearful of a bad life.
    I recently bought a mug that had the design printed upside down because I knew it would be trashed and it made me sad. At work I often arrange the stuffed animals so they’re “comfortable” and I might brush the fur from their eyes. This allows me to bestow some “love” on them in case they never get a loving home or end up in the hands of a destructive child.

    I can barely stand to eat gummy bears and I hate to criticize items right in front of them.

    I had a mild anxiety attack today at work thinking about the stuffed kitties we have and the idea we would receive an exceptionally badly produced one and it would be trashed because I couldn’t buy it for whatever reason.

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  26. Why does there have to be a “diagnosis” ? We are all wonderfully and humanly unique.

    May be this just shows the tenderness of your beautiful heart, extending to all things —animate or inanimate. I always make my grand daughters furry animals comfortable in her cot, and i don’t consider myself “mad” or in need of a psychological assessment.

    I bet lots of mums and grans do the same thing without being Autistic ,having OCD or anything else

    On a deeper level everything is made of the same stuff—consciousness—so maybe we on some level already know this.

    In her best selling book on how to declutter you home, Marie Condo , suggests thanking all your old clothes for their service before you discard them.

    If everyone in the world was as empathic as you and all the rest of the people here –imagine how beautiful our world would be?

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    • I’m in the middle of trying to downsize the clutter stored in my house. Did a search and found this conversation. This is so me. Never been diagnosed with autism but I have a hard time fitting in with the majority. And a very shy kid and my little brother was autistic. But the Myers Briggs personality test says that the intuitive feeling types will do this. Like have a hard time eating animal crackers. But thanks for sharing. Helps to know others understand.

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  27. I have always had this problem. As a little girl, one of my earlier memories is being 3 and my mother brought a lady to the home to buy my high chair. I was too big for it but cried and held on to it because I remember thinking tut high chair would be sad without me. Also, whenever she threw out my stuffed animals, I would cry thinking that they would go in the trash. I also had to kiss every stuffed animal good night. That was probably the start of my OCD. It definitely makes sense that rituals of OCD, or compulsions, would start in this manner. It is like the brain misfiring…. You feel these inanimate objects have a life and that they exert some sort of control. Logically you know it isn’t true, but it is such a strong feeling and emotion. I definitely see it As a form of synaesthesia, as your wires get a bit crossed.

    I still get sad sometimes just looking at a candy dish in an old lady’s house, or crumbs on a person’s face. Thrift stores and antique stores often make me feel overly nostalgic and I think intensely about where the items came from… It can bring on positive or very negative emotions.

    I am diagnosed with OCD and anxiety, but not autism.

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  28. I feel or have a lot of sympathy for objects, I hate to see anything abused or unloved, especially bears. I try to give things a home.

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  29. I’ve had this ever since I was little. I anthropomorphised anything and everything with “cute” things being the absolute worst. I’ve never been able to throw out a stuffed animal and the though of it right now has me on the verge of tears. I remember my mom telling me a story about how I cried for days when they replaced our kitchen sink. I kind of always knew that it was a strange behavior and yet my mind continued to do it. I attributed it to being traumatized by reading The Velveteen Rabbit when I was younger. Now that I think about it though, I think the reason that book affected me so much was because I was already overly empathetic. Not really sure why the idea to research this popped into my head but I’m really glad I’m not the only one.

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    • Oh geez, I didn’t end up reading the velveteen rabbit until last year (I’m 33, FYI haha) and I was just sobbing for hours afterwards.

      I know little kids things are probably a touchy subject for me due to physical/sexual child abuse and the association there – was at Kmart with my ex and had to go home after seeing a baby doll like my sister got one Christmas, that just ruined me for a couple of hours too. Can’t see even a bit of kids cartoons, nearly teared up hearing my nephew’s lullaby music box as well the other day.

      No ASD/OCD diagnosis here, psychologist has said complex-PTSD is my most likely thing

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  30. I don’t have autism and I don’t have OCD but I have suffered from anxiety for a number of years now—although at some point whilst seeking therapy for my anxiety my psychiatrist mentioned rather offhandedly that what I may be experiencing in actuality is not anxiety per se but rather some form of mild autism and that anxiety may have just been an offshoot of it, and my GP also mentioned this once, though until now I haven’t pursued any of their comments any further. After reading your piece I came to look at my past and current actions and realised ‘oh shit that’s just like me.’ I’m nearly thirty but I still feel this, and no I don’t think that sort of emotion/action has tampered down through the years, perhaps I just became better at hiding it knowing full well that ‘normal’ people would find that sort of reaction weird. As an example, as a kid I once had this toy truck that came from a toothpaste box, and it’s not meant to last long, but then when it broke, I cried to my dad saying ‘How can he keep up with his other truck friends (my other wheeled toys)?’ My dad became worried about me and weirded out by this deep anguish—yes, that is the term that is most appropriate—that I felt for that seemingly insignificant toy truck. And I remember saying sorry to that poor truck over and over and I can still recall that feeling of having betrayed him (yes, I even assign sexes to inanimate objects, and yes, to a certain extent that have their full range of personalities and characteristics as if I were referring to a living human being). My dad, bless him, saw my state and decided to glue the rear wheels of the truck and make makeshift wheels so that he can keep on playing with the others (the kind that looks like what they use for disabled dogs). Legos, brilliant as they are, a just a nightmare for me. They are meant to be broken down and torn to pieces but once I built something from the bricks, I don’t tend to destroy them as easily since, again I attribute them as being hurt if I break them apart. At times I go as far as to ask permission from the same objects that I built just to break them down.

    In order to cope with this and to make my life easier, I just made it a point to own as few objects as I can, and as a consequence I avoid shopping, except for food—and even with food at times I feel remorse for them. This coping mechanism still does not diminish that emotion that I feel for inanimate things. What scares me the most is that the extent I feel for these objects oftentimes fly in the face of all sound logic and reason, and there have been cases where this renders me completely unable to function like a normal adult. A few years back, we moved to a new country, and that was the most God-awful time I had—it almost felt as if I was going through a funeral. You can only imagine the pain at going through my books, and deciding which ones I cannot bring with me, and having to say sorry to them, and for the other things. After putting them in boxes, and having given away the others I was in a near-catatonic state for some days—it was almost like shock to my system—my dad thought I was just exhausted by everything and attributed it to fatigue though he did worry that I might get hospitalised because of that. To put it into proper perspective, we’ve never really owned a lot of things, hence I can definitely say that it’s not my materialistic side being such an arse.

    To be honest, I don’t know where this comes from. This is not something that I just happened to have as I grew older, but it is something that I’ve been experiencing since I was a kid. My dad never really thought it was weird, since he says that kids just have healthy imagination—let them be, they are not harming anyone. It was only when I started attending school and the teacher mentioned it to my parents, that I became quite guarded about showing this side of me, and only then I realised it may not be as normal as I thought. I’ve always been introverted and as my dad said, a very sensitive child, and I am not sure how much of this can be a contributing factor. I have two other siblings, one younger and one older, and they don’t display this behaviour at all. If it were merely my hyperactive imagination as a kid, then as I grew older, I should have shed this behaviour, but I still have it, and not one bit diminished in any case.

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  32. Logic dictates that if I as an autistic man of 64 who has synaesthesia and whose life is ruled by logic then my emotions must encompass everything because, for me, there is no separation between living and non-living objects. In terms of emotional interaction, therefore, I must feel emotion equally for everything.

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  33. I feel that way too since childhood, and am now 36. I’ve never been diagnosed with autism but feel I do have it. I feel your pain! It’s one of the reasons I have so much clutter… I have trouble even throwing away a piece of broken furniture that has served me well, or anything broken, especially ones with fond memories. My daughter giggled at me when I sobbed while reading her “The Giving Tree” by Shel Sylverstein lol.

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  34. Hi I am 46 yrs old and after my son was diagnosed, I went looking for answerrs for myself. I was diagnosed Autistic at 43. Both my son and I do this feeling sympathy for inanimate objects.. I have always done this from a young child…..even now.. I don’t know why….it just is.
    Thanks

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  35. Yes, I have felt this from a very young age. I always thought it was just apart of my big imagination carrying over into everyday life but It really hasn’t let up at all. I don’t find it that concerning. Only when someone else points it out to I really think about it. I am 28 and not autistic (to my knowledge). This is my first time searching this and I’m glad I’m not alone.

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  36. I am 51 and a diagnosed autistic. I would like to feel able to tell somebody about my life and how things make me feel, but i can’t.

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  37. yes I have always been that way. As a very young child I felt sorry for a piece of candy in a bucket at the store cuz it was alone so I took it and of course got in trouble from my mom. I do not have autism,but all my life have wondered from where this stems. I can’t touch stuffed animals in the store or I feel like I have to buy them so they won’t feel abandoned. Velveteen Rabbit–just saying the title almost makes me cry as my animals and dolls have always been ‘real ‘ to me.

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  38. I have 5 animals that are technically not living unless I give them life and human characteristics and I feel for them like I feel like. I have 3 t rexes and two Ethel dragons. Finnegan, Rex, and Grimlock are my 3 T. rexes and Draco and Elliot are my Ethel dragons

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  39. I feel it to not sure if it’s autism or not as I have never been officially diagnosed . Or if it is the hormones in the food but either way there are alot of us

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  41. Hello I’ve not been officially diagnosed with autism but have a daughter who is and a lot of things kinda click now from my childhood. Not sure if this is the sort of thing you mean but I feel sympathy for things being left out like if there are two of the same items left on a shelf I have to buy both or none cos the left over one will be lonely and sad. If I hang washing out I can’t leave one thing on a line cos it will feel like it’s not good enough to be with the other items of washing. Sorry not very good at explaining things.

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  42. I’m not autistic and do this – I would consider toys and musical instruments to be special cases as human culture tends to give those things souls of their own. I apologies to plants I am digging up/weeding and most children grasp onto things they then personify. I think it’s just part of being an empathic human and is part of how we’ve ended up with toys, gods and pets.

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    • Toys make me cry at times, perhaps from a loss of innocence, childhood, history. Just now I entered a store, saw a shelf of stuffed animals with “I love you” signs (it is February) and had to leave after only glimpsing them. I suspect that my general enjoyment of the freedom from the negative sides of childhood (limitations, indignity) might make this effect harder, for I feel I have turned my back too much on its positive sides (family closeness). (The possibility of harm done to musical instuments, as a side note makes me horribly also)

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  43. I am an austic adult, and I have felt these things for things since I can remember. Stuffed animals are a particular area. I still have immense guilt and sadness about losing stuffed bunny toys from my grandma. I had a nightmare once as a 5 year old that I still remember. My sibling was an infant, and we were escaping something. There were people coming for us. In this nightmare, my bunny from my grandma was super strong and could protect us from anything. Losing them at some point between moves felt like losing that protection. It was very intense when I was younger, but now I can cope with losses or even damages to these things I attribute so much emotion to.

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  44. I’ve often felt this with many items, especially with older objects, objects I have used frequently, or objects with “character”. Even at sixteen years of age, people will look at me funny because I’m having a full conversation with some object I notice while doing some other task or fixing a problem. It’s one of the reasons I still have about a third of the stuffed animals I had as a child. If I have the chance, I will try to save and keep some old object I notice that may be about to be destroyed or abandoned, such as a set of carving knives and a number of old, out of date and badly damaged books from my grandmother’s house when we sold it. Even if it is inferior and perhaps damaged or worn, I will often choose older equipment or items because they have a history and character. I have Aspergers and dyslexia, but I have not been diagnosed with OCD.

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  45. I did this a lot as a child, and I still feel guilt even as an adult. I would feel like a piece of paper needed to be touched in just such a spot, and that all my stuffed animals had to sleep atop me in the bed at night–none could be left out, or their feelings would be hurt. And I had an order for who slept closest to me, and who got to be at the top, so that none of them were ‘left out’ of anywhere they might want to be. It has always been terribly difficult for me to let go of things, especially any thing I’ve developed some sort of emotional attachment with. And I have made ‘friends’ in books and TV shows. I’ve had OCD for as long as I can remember, and also depression and high anxiety. I have never been diagnosed with autism, though.

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  46. I’ve never heard of this before but seen it clearly in my autistic son. It’s been a problem when he names food items on his plate and wants to keep them as pets, but I can see the distress is real. He also has synaesthesia and tells people they smell bad when he means they are talking too loudly. His real emotional attachment to toys and objects is one of my favourite things about him, it’s usually just one thing at a time which becomes his best friend. He once named his toothbrush Gorgeous and had to have it with him all the time. Thank you for writing this, it’s good to hear about your experiences.

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    • How I happened upon a thread that isn’t 8 years old about something I’m curious about today is amazing.
      I’ve never been diagnosed as autistic either, but then have not tried to be diagnosed as anything.
      It is lovely of you that it is one of the things you love most about your son though:)
      I don’t want to speak for others, but myself and I would imagine many others don’t really talk about it much with others.
      Recently a 90 ft white pine fell on my house in March and had to move out for 7 months while the house got rebuilt and
      I noticed that while in the tiny rental I stayed in, where I felt very safe, that it got even stronger.
      Finding myself silently thanking the washing machine or apologizing to the dryer when the door slammed abruptly.
      All I can say is that like the commenter above, it started young, but now I realize that for whatever it is worth, it gets stronger the more vulnerable I feel.
      The first time I remember it distinctly as a child was telling my (distant, self absorbed & OCD about cleanliness) mother; that I felt sorry for the floor because the couch was so heavy and always sitting in the same place.
      I remember feeling like the floor needed to have a break from those same heavy legs and weight on the same spot.
      She was very specific about where things were placed and kept noticing that the sofa was a few inches off from where she wanted it.
      I would put my back against the heavy Metetaerrnian coffee table and use that to push off from with my legs, ultimately pushing the sofa off the one spot.
      She laughed, thought it was odd and then used it as a way to make aqqaintenaces think that she was actually connected to her child by knowing one of her quirks.
      I don’t know. I mean, we all (or so I assume) have felt sorry for the lone cart in the shipping center who’s been pushed harshly onto the curb, right?
      Yikes:) I hope so.
      Occasionally I wonder if this is something others feel & because it doesn’t affect my day to day living and I’m a fairly reasonable & grounded person I don’t worry so much about it, but because of having such a hard year I have noticed that I’m feeling even more empathetic toward
      pretty much everything.
      I doubt this helps anyone, but I hope that it does in at least some small way.
      If nothing more than to show you that even though it is possibly odd, that it doesn’t mean we are off our rockers.
      I pray!

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  47. I have this very same problem. Very strongly and I love that someone used the word grief. Though I have not been diagnosed, my son has and he seems to have something of the same issue.

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  48. I can absolutely relate to this. I have felt this way all my life (I am now 54). I once had an OCD badly when I was 7, but don’t really suffer significantly with any OCD related stuff now. Neither have I ever been diagnosed as autistic, or having Synaesthesia. My husband does say that I anthropomorphise things though – particularly stuffed toys – and I think this is on a par with the personification you mention. I bought a teddy bear from a thrift store last year because I felt desperately sorry for it. It was a Christmas toy which was supposed to have batteries in to make it play a tune, but it had no batteries in it an didn’t work. I felt sad to the point of tears that it had been discarded because it was no longer functional, and therefore no longer loved. It is loved now :-). I thought it was just me that felt like this.

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  49. I have fought this for years. I have functioned with high anxiety my entire life. Discarding objects or buying unwanted objects is still something that will send me into a tearful fit. Twice I have gone through my old toys and stuffed animals to donate to Goodwill, and both times it ended the same way. It’s fairly easy to determine what I don’t feel as attached to, but once I’m done and I realize they will be gone I feel genuine guilt. What if the next kid ruins them? What if they miss me? It’s irrational, yes, but incredibly painful regardless.

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  50. My 8 year old has had what I can only describe as a visceral response to one of his books being damaged. I was really taken aback by his grief, it did not make sense to me. I tried to console him that we’d mend the book with special tape. I also broke down and offered to purchase a new copy. He stated that he just couldn’t get the image of the torn book out of his head!

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  51. My son is like this, especially with soft toys. He always wanted to believe they had a life at night, even as a teenager. He won’t throw anything away either.

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  52. My young daughter (with OCD/autism)is the same. Causes her a lot of distress at times. I just wish she could connect the same with people.

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  54. Hi

    Thank you so much for sharing this with us! My 10 year old Daughter loves her teddies so much she gets really upset if I take them off the bed to change the sheets. I have to place them down carefully and pretend they’re having a sleepover. If I don’t do this she says I’m. Cruel, I don’t understand how it makes her feel and gets really upset. This may sound like many kids her age who love their teddys but when she has to have all 33 on the bed and placed in a particular way it just doesn’t seem like the every day love kids have for their teddys. She feels emotion for all of her stuff in her room and can place a memory too each item and will know if a ribbon or a teddy has been moved and will lose it completely. I have away a fluffy lunch box amongst other household things to a local charity shop, she noticed it missing straight away and got so upset I had to ask for it back. You are not alone in this, thanks for sharing.

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  55. Thank you for your thoughtful post. It really helps me in understanding my twins that are on the spectrum. They are very attached to objects and have cried or laughed about them.

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  56. i’m 41 and have been this way my whole life — either sad/guilty for ignoring the objects or throwing them away… or afraid they’ll be angry with me. my daughter is now similar.

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  57. I don’t think this is unusual at all. I think it is human to invest inanimate objects with emotion. A once favorite toy, a child’s teddy bear, the serving dish that was always used at family meals, etc.

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    • Maria, i agree that it is human to invest inanimate objects with emotion such as the examples you gave. And i believe that what Steve is talking about is more than cherishing something that brings a sense of nostalgia.
      It is from my own understanding of reading this that he is speaking of all items. Not just the ones that bring back memories.
      I have experienced a similar sensation in regards ro personifying objects.
      My most obvious example would be from not too long ago. I ran into a chair. I realized it was a chair. I got angry at the chair for getting in my way and then later that day i went back to apologize to the chair for running into it and blaming it because i felt guilty about being angry at this chair

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  58. i am a huge upright dinosaur and dragon collector and i believe they are more than just inanimate objects. i believe each one of my dinosaurs and dragons has feelings and emotions just like a cat or a dog has

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  59. I am not autistic but I have been diagnosed with OCD. I’ve also observed aspects of synaesthesia in myself. I also feel this way about objects, although the emotions have subsided significantly as I’ve grown older and as I’ve gotten treatment for OCD/anxiety. It helps me a lot when the object in question is going to be given away for a good cause or recycled rather than thrown in the garbage.

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  60. My ten year old son also feels a deep attachment to his things to the point of wanting to keep even the tiniest broken toy because he feel bad for them. He has OCD, autism and axiety disorder. I’ve never heard any clinician try to address this, but never thought to ask either. Im sorry that I don’t have answers for you, but thank you for bringing this up. I hope more research goes into this sure to and you get answers your looking for .

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  62. when I was a child, I had many stuffed animals. I would write down their names on the days of the week that they would sleep with me. I couldn’t bear the thought of hurting their feelings, as if I cherished one over the other. I felt this on behalf of my son’s stuffed animals and a particular blue blanket of his. I am not on the spectrum, but do have depression and anxiety.

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  65. I have experienced feelings like that most of my life. I have bought things I felt sorry for, Ike a teddy bear that had fallen on the floor, and broken things I got for a deep discount. I feel sorry for food not bought, or Christmas trees. I have not been diagnosed with autism, but depression and anxiety. I am feeling the sadness now. Did not know others felt like this too.

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  66. Im 33 and have felt exactly the same way my whole life aswel.
    1st big one i remember was when i was 7, in class i started crying, silently, because i was a very shy kid. Id lost my unmbrella and the teacher finally got it out of me why I was crying, but, the real reason wasnt because i’d lost the umbrella it was really because i felt sorry for it and thought it was sad and all alone. This behaviour continued on until I had kids at age 29 and it seemed to tone down. The last one I remember was I couldnt throw a leftover sausage away in the bin because I felt so sad for it I said it needed a friend. So I cut it in half and say that was his friend so it was ok they could be in the bin (playing together) after that.
    There are 100s of examples exaclty like your ones I could tell you about too. Im happy I came across your post as I feel i’m not alone in this and its harmless really. Ive never related to people and to be honest never liked them and always played alone. Ive been called an introvert all my life and a possible empath in recent years after having the kids something has set me off to feel for actual people too much. I think we are all on different and beautiful levels so its nothing to be worried about. The mind is so powerful and for some of us, parts of it work better than other peoples. Maybe we are feeling energy of everything better than anyone can. Its strange how ive changed completely because the old behaviour isnt there as much unless its a soft toy or something that has a face.

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  68. !! This is very me. I could have cried (or mourn silently knowing nobody would care/understand) for days over a stone that I had picked up and then was thrown away by someone. That was not synaesthesia, and I’m not convinced by the OCD hypothesis. It has some similarities, like the anxiousness, the fear and the distress, but it doesn’t fill up completely.
    It’s a little easier for me now, and I think when I was a child it was the willing to control the most things I could in my environment. At that time, I didn’t had a diagnosis and I wasn’t allowed to be myself (and already aware of it). I could only decide that I could watch, hear and touch and when something had a particular symbolism to me or was simply beautiful it was horrible to loose it… And throwing something I had for long, cutting the tree of the garden, give away an old t-shirt would mean tear a part of myself, to risk feeling regret (I hate this feeling), to accept that the world is changing and that I may never feel the things I like again…
    And nobody understands that moving to another place even six months later is very difficult to me.
    Thank you for writing this, I feel less alone =)

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  70. This is SO good! Yes I’m an adult, female with ASD that “feels” for objects. I have since childhood. For things all around me. As an adult I’ve gotten better and separating my real feelings from those I assume, especially from inanimate objects.

    I’d make sure to take turn what stuffed animal, car, or ROCK I took out with me, set on display or played with. I felt horrible for my FOOD if I didn’t eat it all,(this bean has spent it’s whole life waiting to be someone’s food and now it’s the one I’m leaving on my plate for the trash and won’t ever get that chance). My world would crash if something broke and the decision was made (not by me) to discard it. (I pulled many, many things from the garbage to save them because I was so sad for them and how they must be “feeling”.

    I’d love to find out more about this. So far my research has lead to the same conclusions you have in this post.

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  71. I’m 32 and female. I have been this way my whole life. Your article is the first time I realized that it might be because I’m an aspie and it’s not an everyone kind of thing.

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  73. I am the same way (am also autistic) and see it as a very positive thing. I see it as being heightened empathy which many autistics have. Yes it hurts me a lot but it also makes me more sensitive to other beings. It makes me a better person. It makes me treat the environment better and appreciate things, so that I treat my things well and don’t just throw them out and unnecessarily pollute the environment like so many consumerists do. It makes me a vegan so that I don’t pay for or contribute in any way to violence towards animals. I think many autistic traits are here because we can make the world a better place. Let’s see them in a positive light and use them to do good in the world. We can make a difference 🙂

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  74. I am 50 years old and have very strong connections to things. Empathy for inanimate objects combined with my always feeling like someone might need x makes it very difficult to get rid of anything. If someone needs or loves something, I’ll gladly give it to them, but it’s like I have to know it will go to a good home.

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  75. I had this all the time as a child. I was never diagnosed clinically with anything but it was debilitating and I felt I had to hide the same constant feelings you describe above all the time. Once I actually embraced and allowed myself to explore them and have relationships with the things I cared about, I realized it was my way of allowing my emotional expression to be seen and witnessed by “who/what” felt safest to me. Feelings were unwelcome in my household and as feeling humans our system MUST let those move. Once I did that and stopped judging myself it got better for me. Now as psychic and energy healer I see the gift in it. I find I can tune into other people as I have now learned to include people amongst those I do this with. It is my belief that autism, and other disorders of the mind, heart or whatever people choose to label it are truly those of us with additional gifts or parts of ourselves open and all we need is guidance to explore our relationship with that piece of who we are. I love that you shared this and hope it is helpful.

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  77. Absolutely! I’m 45 and I do have this and always have had it. I feel sad for things or I worry if “things” might “feel” lonely. I’m even “worried” the lonely spoon in the dishwasher might be “scared” if it’s in a compartment all by itself so I rather wash it up if there’s nothing else to “give it company”. Now I recognise that this is somewhat mad and when I say “I worry”, this is probably going a bit far – it’s not like it keeps me up at night, but I do very much notice it. Teddies, soft toys or little hard toys when I was a child. All living things, naturally, so someone putting a nail into a tree to hang up a sign would leave me devastated. People killing insects (wasps, spiders etc) because they are a nuisance… I can rationally understand that this upsets me as they only have one life (presumably), but feeling sorry for the cable that’s trapped painfully with and squeezed so it can pass through the non-existing space between the window pane and the window frame to get power outside on the balcony? It pains me! Then there’s another side of the madness to it – when I hurt myself by walking into a chair (doh!), I almost want to punish the chair for it!! Anyway – I perfectly understand this post and it’s funny how it hit a nerve with me. I am not sure whether I am autistic but I certainly recognise many traits of autism in myself – I guess that’s where the word spectrum comes in. I suspect I wouldn’t fit the criteria to be medically diagnosed. I know a bit about autism as my daughter (non-biological, I should add) is on the spectrum, although she’s also not “classically” autistic. Anyway – this certainly was an interesting read and I enjoyed pondering on it for a little while and feeling perhaps a little less weird knowing that other people have similar feelings and sympathy (or empathy)! Good luck. x

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  78. I’m a 47 yr old Autistic woman who has always been an Animist. If imbuing the world with personality helps me relate to it, why not go with it?? It did take me years to get over the sadness I felt for, and attachment to, certain stuffed animals; but I attribute that more to my lonely, abusive and isolated childhood than my neurology.

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  79. Yeah I’m the same and I’m now 36 and still do it.
    One example is when I’m shopping with my Mum and we need a tin of beans but there are two so I have to get both so the other isn’t left alone.
    Nice to know I’m not alone in this.

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  80. I’m autistic but not OCD; this has been me for as long as I can remember. Felt desperately sorry for the toys that got left out, or the book that hadn’t been borrowed from the library for two years.

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  81. I’ve always felt sorry for stuffed animals or dolls/action figures that get “hurt” or thrown/dropped for some reason. I usually treat them gently as if they had actual feelings. Even though I know they don’t, I still feel guilty if I feel they are treated unfairly. I am not on the spectrum, but my children are.. Im a grown woman and still feel empathy for toys.

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  82. My son does this! In school he couldn’t do an art project because he didn’t want to hurt a cardboard box by cutting it. He says he believes everything has feelings. He shows ocd tendency and is in the final stages of being diagnosed with asd.

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  83. You have no idea how happy you make me feel knowing that I’m not mad by talking to a very special Teddy I have, apologising to him for putting him in a cupboard so no one sees that I have him still, after all I’m 61, well educated, retired successful business woman. I’m diagnosed as Bipolar but truly believe I’m misdiagnosed.

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  84. Oh my word, I thought I was the only person who had this!! As a girl, I always felt really upset for any doll I hadn’t played with for ages and feel guilty, same with lots of things. I cut a dolls hair once and then cried all afternoon as I did a bad job. I’ve recently moved house after developing a hoarding tendency, was so hard to part with a lot of things. My son has ASD and doesn’t seem to have this but at 16, he still gets his favourite cuddly rabbit to have conversations with me. My daughter, seems to be experiencing this a bit as she is just really getting into playing with her dolls.

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  85. When I was a kid this happened to me all the time, and I would try hard to keep everything included and couldn’t bear putting anything in the bin. I used to goddess batteries under the bed. But I haven’t got that problem anymore, but I still hate getting rid of anything.

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  86. Omg you have no idea how much this resonates with me and my son. He gets upset about things being left out like teddies or even leaving one yoghurt in the fridge on its own

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  87. I’ve done this all my life, especially when I was little. I’m the person who buys the squashed Xmas tree and broken decorations, and rescues ancient, battered looking teddy-bears with no eyes and almost no fur left at collectors fairs. I am autistic. 🙂

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  88. Yes 2 of my children are the same and they’re both on the spectrum. My son would save his jelly sweets and chocolate in the shape of people or animals saying he couldn’t hurt them. Sometimes he’d eat an arm or leg if he really wanted it but he’d always feel really guilty and never finish them. He’s still the same now and he’ll be 19 next week

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  89. I am a 51 year old aspie and to this day I can´t see a naked doll because they must be cold.. Injured plush animals, get a band aid. Whenever I got a new plush animal, I took extra care not to neglect the older ones because I didn’t want to hurt their feelings. I also have a hard time parting from objects and still have most of my childhood buddies. Rather than OCD I think it´s exaggerated empathy.

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  90. I wonder if it’s connected to our mirror neurons. We seem highly connected to our imagined activity and I can actually feel the effect of an imagined event. When I think about things I care about, perhaps the mirror neuron response is so strong, it is attached to things in the same way it attaches to imagined activities/events/dreams. I say this because of some research into this arena (mirror neurons in monkeys) and also the connection I have to my dreaming. This is where I can become completely overwhelmed about a dream. I wake feeling its terrible/brilliant happenings have actually occurred but knowing they haven’t. This is perhaps personification combined with a mirror neuron response?

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  91. Thomas the Tank Engine is not real. Gumby? Sponge Bob? How many people do we know that talk about their love for trees, flowers, or nature and actually see them with human qualities?

    We learn most of our emotional patterns during the development of the amygdule in the brain around ages 2-6. Normally, we acquire these emotions based on subjective and erroneous interpretations of our interpersonal reactions. These are learned patterns / addictions. Our interpersonal interactions will trigger our genetic make up and what kind of ADHD or ASD we have. (It is called “Interpersonal Biogenesis” or epigenetics)

    Interpersonal interactions trigger emotional reactions which triggers behaviors. That is the cycle. All behaviors have a source emotional trigger.

    Emotional attachments that are unhealthy are addictions and can be broken.

    I have ASD and ADHD and I am a business consultant for people with ADHD and Autism. I have a consulting staff of some of the leading doctors in the country that are experts on the subject. This is not uncommon. I have had the same feelings when I was a child and occasionally as an adult. I know the triggers and have trained myself to reframe the feelings.

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  92. Wow! I found out 2 years ago that I have Asperger’s and have experienced this form of OCD or synesthesia all my life (along with other pronounced forms of synesthesia as well. I had no idea other people felt that way too. For me it’s animals, insects plants and basically anything inanimate too. The perfect example of it is the Ikea commercial with the lamp sitting sadly on the curb in the rain, I was haunted by that commercial and that perfectly represents how I feel about my stuff. It makes it so difficult to get rid of old household items that are no longer useful. I almost feel as though they are crying when I give them to the Goodwill and will miss my house -as ridiculous as that seems, if feels like I’m giving away a beloved pet or child. God forbid I run into my belongings on a future trip to the goodwill because I have to fight myself from buying my things back to “save them from strangers”. It sounds silly tome as I write this but it’s something I’ve suffered with for as long as I can remember. I finally reprogrammed myself to feel less anxious about giving things away by continuously reminding myself that my things will go to someone who will need/cherish them as much as I did. Feeling that they will go out into the world to help someone who needs them has helped me quite a bit to let go and now I’ve gotten quite good about giving clothes and books away, Thanks so much for posting this article, it’s been quite revelatory for me!

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  93. My 8 year-old grandson treats his stuffed animals like real animals…..the real animals he treats more like toys. This has always perplexed me. He does have high-functioning autism.

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  94. My son & I both have autism; I am a polytropic & he a monotropic. In either case, we both experience the same thing as you describe. Furthermore, we are told we are empathy and thus why we experience what we do. Your thoughts?

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  95. Yes!! I form “relationships” and attachments to things instead of people. Always have. Today, I cried in therapy because my therapist bought a new chair and took out the old one.

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  96. My two children who are on the Autism spectrum do this same thing.. it makes it very hard for them to choose something in the store or something that someone is letting them choose between because they feel like everything that they are leaving behind is sad. They have meltdowns all the time because of this. It makes them so upset. Then we have to deal with peoples comments because they just see an eleven and thirteen year old crying for something and say how they are too old to cry for things, they don’t realize the struggle that they are having.

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  97. All things have feelings – and yes, most autistic people I know happen to have strong empathic responses to objects. That I think is because we are strong in situational empathy, and therefore do not differentiate based on what is giving us social cues, and what isn’t.

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  98. I feel sad for the single noodle that falls out of the pan. I *have* to take another noodle out so it won’t be alone….

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  99. My 11 year old son does this too. He also attributes blame and motivation eg if he bumps into the wall he gets cross at the wall and blames and gets cross at it as though it were a person who deliberately hit him. He has a toy seal that he’s carried around with him since he was 2, but recently he played with another toy cat and then felt bad all afternoon as he was sure seal would have felt left out.

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  100. All those Nintendogs left wondering when their owners will return to feed, clean, walk & train them… I’m sure my girls hid/threw the games cos of me sat frantically trying to juggle the care of nine dogs that they’d grown bored of. & cos of the lectures I gave them on responsibilities

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  101. I do yes. I don’t this it’s unique to autistic people. Have you read he velveteen rabbit, the toy soldier, other stories. Perhaps autistic people just feel emotions more deeply.I’m autistic as well.

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  102. I have deep affect for my little plushy wookies I carry with me. I definitely relate with this. It why it hard for me to donate old things and replace things.

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  105. I’m not autistic but have this too. I have to move plates to the top of the pile because I’m sure that they’re sad that they’re not being used regularly. And please don’t get me started on cuddly toys. I told another ASD mum that I’m friends with and she just thought I was mad.

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  107. When I was 11-13, my best friend was a ceramic bank I kept on my dresser. In fact, I kept that bank, shaped like a little fat man with the words ‘money hungry’ on his chest and his mouth a slot for coins (which I never put in, because that would be disrespectful).
    I arrange pillows and things on shelves so they won’t get jealous of each other for different treatment.

    When pencils get short, I retire them respectfully for their good service in a drawer; I have small pencils that are over 40 years old and carried through 5 moves. Some may even be from my own high school years. I feel LOVE when I look at a small pencil. Literally. Their unselfish sacrifice tugs at my heart. It feels exactly like looking at a cute puppy.

    I feel bad for papers and things that are curled up; I’m compelled to try to straighten them out because I think it hurts. If they come in the mail like that I must remove them immediately and flatten out, even if I don’t yet have a place for them. Better they take up my only kitchen table for 2 weeks than remain in the tube. Right now I have a map and a print lying on my office floor until I can get them framed. Other people would roll them up or would never have unrolled them. I walk around them.

    I like free-range music on the radio rather than music that is my personal slave on CDs, tapes, or recordings on the phone. Sure, there are songs I would like to hear more often, but getting it as a slave song and listening to it whenever I like takes the joy out of it. I do have some CDs and songs on my phone–usually gifts or the result of gift cards–and listening to them on ‘random’ makes it a bit less guilt-inducing.
    I resent not finding a radio station that plays Christmas songs in December because then my only recourse is to play slave CDs.

    I have two pillows in bed and I make an effort to use both of them equally. If I grab one and think, oh, I used this one the last two nights, I remove it and get the other.

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  108. I’m 62. Had I been born into a non-poor family in a good school district, plus 20 years later, I would have been labeled with Asperger’s. I was also savant in several aspects, such as being able to diagnose car problems at 12 and remembering literally everything. Because that photographic memory was too much, overwhelming, I had behaviors to reduce input: talking incessantly when around people, losing my temper simply so I could leave. I turned to reading because I could meter input. I read through every class when the teacher would allow it; by experience, when no one could answer one of her questions and she cast her eye about, odds were good she’d yell at me to put the book away, so whenever there was even a slight pause/no answer, I’d raise my hand and answer it. Always correct. If it was either in the textbook or she had said it, I knew the answer.
    Nobody liked me in school, especially the teachers. No one advanced me, no one gave me any attention. I was a poor kid who bathed once a week and had 5 changes of clothes. To them, it was ‘lucky guess’ every time.
    I became an Engineer and had a good life. But woe to anyone who shared my job title, because within the first year on the job I was assigned all the truly difficult stuff and the problems they had tried to solve but couldn’t. I learned 4 different 3D CAD systems at 3 companies and was faster than my co-workers at each. But I was a designer only 12 years of my career; most of the time I did cutting edge new product project management and multi-million dollar installations. People loved working for me; managers hated me. Out of perhaps 3 dozen major projects, they all came in on time and in budget. So managers knew I could do their jobs too.

    People who became my friends are very tolerant; they also are just fine with not hearing from me for 6 months, then picking it up like it was last week. A sliver of humans. I see people who get together with a friend once a week, but that seems oppressive to me. Maybe I’d like it, but I don’t know.

    A good article on masking the symptoms was written a few months ago. I saved it; someday I’ll give it to my son, now 25, so he can understand his childhood. Once he was asked if he’d characterize his childhood as over-protected or neglected, and after pondering it for half a minute, said ‘both.’ You hadda be there to realize the truth of that.

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  109. I am a 37 yo female in the US diagnosed with Aspergers (or High Functioning Autism nowadays). When I was a child and my mom would take me to the store and we would go through the toy isle I could pick out one toy. I always wanted a stuffed animal and remember *very* distinctly that I gave her a hard time about choosing not because I was being a brat who wanted more things but because of an overwhelming sense of sympathy I felt for the little animals on the shelf. I wanted to save them and give them a safe home as if they were shelter animals. I would also bring my favorites with me on the way to school in the morning to save them from a potential house fire (nevermind that a car accident was more likely). In adulthood I’ve managed that better but I will say that there was an organizational book about decluttering your home (Marie Kondo’s The life-changing magic of tidying-up) that *really* worked for me because the premise of deciding what to keep/giveaway/pitch was centered around *was the item happy with the way I was storing it/using it* was is fulfilling its purpose? Was the sweater happy being wadded up in the bottom of the drawer? That concept *really* worked for me to decide what was ‘best’ for the item and myself.

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  111. Hi I’m 46 and female., undiagnosed But yes I have that for objects, as a child it was teddies or dolls, or anything really, I’m just learning about myself as in Iv not really being aware of myself fir many years, just knew I was different but didn’t realise how many trates of mine belong to the autism. As an adult I’m a tidy horder but I find it really difficult to get rid of stuff. I can find a empathy reason to keep everything and I mean everything. I remember putting all my teddies in my bed and I’d be in the floor, my mum would come In and find me on the floor and she would chuck my teddies on the floor and put me to bed, I used to devastated and couldn’t understand why she would do that. Poor mum she didn’t know. But I also have the colour number thing. I match days months to colours and I can’t even go there with the numbers How I can program a phone number in my head, it’s done on a number scale between 0 and 10. when Iv tried to explain that one to people, I’m sure you can imagine there faces . What’s really sad is that people think I’m hard but I’m soooo sensitive, well inside I am anyway. Hope that’s helps.

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  112. I have no traits of OCD, only Aspergers, and i get this. It used to make decision-making very difficult! I think autistics are often empaths, and this is where this trait is rooted. For me, as a child, the world around me was in such a depth of focus that I couldn’t properly take in all that was around me, or movement and happenings, but objects, one or a few at a time, would fill my awareness so that everything around the things i was focused on would sort of fade into the background. I would be taken up with the sensations; the smell, the texture, the weight, the warmth or coolness, the sound (I recognised pillows by the sound they made when pressed, for example), details such as the outline of individual fibres on a plush toy as the light shone on it. I think this hyper-awareness of inanimate objects is what led to imbuing them with a projected sense of personality. People moved too fast and I couldn’t make meaning out of what they did, but objects could be known fully.

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  113. When I was young (a child, up until I was a tween, early teen) I had this really bad. I remember standing at the counter doing dishes, doing it carefully in the right order and way to make sure no one (of the dishes and cutlery) felt “left out”, and thinking to myself, this is going to really become a problem for me. So I consciously started … Idk, “soothing” myself in my head, talking myself down from feeling distraught, and did this for a long time anytime I realized I was attributing feelings to objects. It helped, I brought down the intensity of it. But I still feel it sometimes, it never completely left me. I also have a small tendency to OCD. I noticed it a few years later (when I was in my 20s), and again thought, this could end up controlling me, so I focused on letting go. It was hard, but I brought it down a bit.

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  114. It’s the first time I’ve realised there are some people who feel more or less the same as I do. I live in the country where the psychiatrists (officially) don’t accept autism for adults, but I self-diagnosed myself as suffering from Aspergers’ syndrome several years ago. I share most feelings which were described in replies to this article. I also can’t persuade myself that some “unanimate” objects are actually not alive.
    There’re two basic categories of these objects for me: soft toys and stones. I have a small collection of stuffed animal toys (I’m 37) and I feel inside my soul they have emotions and feelings and relations with each other. I can’t convince myself to see it otherwise, so I stopped trying long ago. I really love my toys more than some people (e.g. distant relatives, who I saw 2-3 times in my life). My toys are dearer to me than most people on our planet. The other category is stones, rocks, mountains. I believe they are alive too, they’re living their life inside, just their tempo is really slow. Also I’ve always believed trees and plants are animated objects and that flowers which have been cut down for bouquets are “dead”. I don’t like the idea of these flowers in my house.
    I’d like to share one episode of my life. A couple of years ago I was passing by a house not far from mine and I noticed a small soft tiger without eyes left on the bench as a give-away (this is normal practice in our neighbourhood). I was so sorry for the poor tiger, I took it home, washed it, bought glass eyes in a sewing shop and glued them onto its head. This little tiger is a part of my collection now, and I have doubts about how it gets on with other toys, but I believe they all will be fine.
    Reading this article and replies to it has also made me think a lot. What if the wooden chest of drawers has also got feelings? Why do I get so scared and ready to cry if my husband hits some things when he gets angry? Why do dolls (especially nude baby dolls) make me scared and uncomfortable? Thanks a lot for the article, it was really a breakthrough for me in my attempts to understand myself.

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  115. I came across this article because I’ve been crying for 12 hours today over a large tree in my yard that was accidentally trimmed too far. I love this tree and I’m miserable because I believe it’s sad, hurting, or scared after one of its main branches was cut. The trimmer says the tree will keep growing just fine, but to me it must be suffering emotional damage.

    I’m 30 years old, and no one seems to understand what I’m going through over this tree. It’s certainly not the first time this has happened–like most of the people in the comments, I’ve been doing this my whole life over inanimate things. My heart just breaks for them. Because of that, I collect stuffed toys and keep them all on shelves so they can feel happy and safe.

    Thank you for writing this and thank you to everyone who has shared stories in the comments. It makes me feel validated and less alone.

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  116. Hi everyone,
    I found this post and all of the stories in the comments to be truly moving and inspiring.
    As part of my master’s dissertation project at UCL, I am conducting a study that looks into personal experiences of anthropomorphism (or personification) – a common human tendency, which seems to vary greatly from one person to another – and surprisingly, has received very little attention in research.
    I’m looking for participants (with and without autism) who would be willing to share their personal experiences (identifying details would remain anonymous, of course).
    If you’re over 18 and English is your first language, and think you may want to take part, I would be happy to chat to you and hear about your experiences!
    Please contact me via email at o.negri.16@ucl.ac.uk

    Many thanks 🙂
    Orli

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    • I don’t have autism but I am OCD among a few other things. I have always felt as if inanimate objects had feelings, but I also have a tendency to break things in anger. So by effect I feel like I’ve killed something in anger. I could tell stories about objects and guilt all day lol.

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      • Hi Rachel!
        We’re looking at experiences of people with and without autism, so would be very happy to chat and hear your stories! Please contact me via email (address above), or via the site that would come up if you click on my name, and I can provide more information, or answer any question you may have.
        Thank you very much!

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  117. My apologies – I can’t put the site or my email address in the comment, but you can reach it by clicking my name 🙂 Thanks!

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  118. Reading all these comments breaks my heart. I’m just sobbing. I had no idea there were others like me.

    For a long time I took a antidepressant. It really helped me. But now I’m pregnant and I had to stop taking it. And my overwhelming sadness and guilt over uneaten food, lost toys etc…. it’s all come screaming back.

    I hope that this doesn’t get passed on to my child. I believe my mom has the same issue but is able to hide it better than me.

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  119. I am 18/19 and I feel exactly the same. It makes me want to cry sometimes because it takes so much out of you. you try and explain it to people and they think you’re joking and say you’re weird and you just let it go. I was doing the post today at work and had a pile of rubber bands on my desk. one band I used around the letters and the rest in the rubber band ball I have made to keep my desk tidy. I then almost broke down in tears over not knowing wether to put the last rubber band with the other around the mail in case it got lonely but then I thought maybe it was young or insecure and wanted to go with the others. I felt like it was crying and I ended up holding this bad next to both piles going back and forth to determine which felt better. This is just one of the many things every day. Sometimes I can put it to the back of my mind and other times I can’t and I feel horrible in case I make the wrong choice. I’m always anxious and I just need to know it’s not just me?

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    • Hi Laura! I am 15 and I too have the same feeling for inanimate objects. I remember am incident when I was 7 or 8, I had a soft ball which had a smiley face on it which I used to play with a lot. Then suddenly one day I lost the ball and then I felt so sad. Not because I lost it, but because how abandoned the ball must be feeling. I cried for the next 3 days in my sleep. I imagined how the smiley face slowly became a frowning one.

      After a week my uncle found the ball and gave it back. I was so relieved and happy. Even after 8 years I still have the ball kept in the cupboard. I’m sure you could relate to this!

      Just remember you’re not the only one with such feelings for inanimate objects! Even I thought I was probably the only one, but the moment I saw this thread, I realized that there are a lot more people just like us!

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    • I used to have a mobo pony made of tin. I loved it played with it. It was a child’s Walker. When it disappeared, my parents doing, I was bereft. Not living in a happy family, he was my best friend.
      When I saw him in my cousins field, as part of a jump, it took every ounce of control not to run and collect him.

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  120. Hi! I’m 15 and I feel the same way and find this article really relatable! Even I have this sympathy for any non living object ranging from my pillows to any thing that my parents throws away including a piece of paper. I always feel sad whenever I throw away a wrapper of anything as I feel it may feel sad as it has kept the item inside it safe and in the end, it just gets thrown away. I have same feelings for food as I feel it must be feeling sad that I’m just eating it. I feel sad whenever I see my room in a mess and just think about how all my things must be misplaced and are in a bundle making them feel suffocated. I feel sympathy even for other people. I mean to say for example I get a cut, and it starts bleeding. I just feel sad for the cells that were working hard and then get crushed. I feel sad for my blanket which is not folded properly. Just looking at it crumpled hurts me from the inside. I feel sad if I left my speaker on by mistake and feel how the speaker just kept on playing without anyone listening to it.

    This feeling often makes me over think about everything and often causes my to be depressed and this also reduces my social life with others and hence I always feel alone. Whenever I see anyone tagging me in a photo or just sending a message, I feel how they have taken their time to send me a message.

    This is a feeling for which I’ve never been able to find the courage to tell anyone about. Many people may find this weird and may find me mad but this is how I feel and there’s nothing really I can do about it. However after coming to this site I actually realized that I’m not the only one who has similar feeling for non living things.

    Thanks for Reading!
    Darsh

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  121. As a young child, I vividly remember accidentally letting go of a balloon at a park. I was immediately overcome with horror as I watched it slowly drift higher and higher until I couldn’t see it anymore. I started crying, and had a meltdown that my parents still like to bring up now and again. But, I wasn’t crying because I lost the balloon, I was crying because I was so scared for it. My understanding of physics was about as limited as any three-year-old’s, so I assumed the balloon would continue to go up and up and up into outer space and then infinitely from there. And that thought, to my autistic hyperempathetic toddler self was probably the most horrifying thing I could think of. I remember feeling remorse for months that I had let it go, ultimately sending it to its demise. I still get a little anxious at the thought.

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  122. When I was 8 I lost a pair of pyjamas at the swimming pool (remember when they used to make us swim in clothes). I was distraught for about a year, constantly wondering where they were, if they were ok, had they been burned at the refuse site, how can I get them back. Every waking moment was haunted by this loss, My stomach still churns when I think about it. I also once found out my mum had sent a baby carry thing to the jumble sale, one that I used to be carried around in but had never seen – I went to the jumble sale and spent all of my pocket money buying it back and hid it under my bed! Attachment to inanimate objects goes with the territory.

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  123. Much of the comment here has a similar theme: that the sympathy is for an object left out, ignored, or uncared for. As an autistic adult, I can attest that much of my life I have been left out, ignored or uncared for one way or another. I feel that the way other people treat me is entirely out of my own control. I believe this feeling may be due to you projecting your feelings of isolation and not being cared for or understood onto objects, because your experience of the world may make you feel as though you are treated more like an object than a living, feeling being, so you have the greatest empathy for something derided, rejected, discarded, ignored or treated exactly as though it has no feelings. I know I certainly feel similarly about being treated like a thing, even though I do not share your empathy with things. Hope this makes sense. The key is projection and I believe a good therapist would be able to explain this better.

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  124. Read all of it Maybe helps!
    Hi im 17 and i feel the the exact way you feel to my opinion all other normal people that doesnt have this issue have the same feelings but not to the objects. They have these strong feelings to the other people like friend or family members. And i think that all these problems starts from the point when you are too young to remember when something bad happens and you lost the communication to the people around you im too shy to say that but i think circumcision have damaged my mind when i was too young (75 percent of people with autism are male and most of the posters here are male too) then i have cutted my trust to anyone in my mind and the objects have became my closest friend. Just Think about it . Sorry too long and bad english
    Posted from IRAN

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  125. i was searching the web for this feeling and i’m seriously surprised that there are people that can relate. ever since i was a kid i remember this feeling. i was at the thrift store when i was about 5 and there was this golden, metallic bear that everyone kept calling ugly. i begged my mother to get it for me and was crying because i felt so bad for it. i wanted to love it on my own so it wouldn’t be sad anymore. i’ve kept so many broken toys and collected so many things. but the past two times i’ve moved(i’m 16 and neither moves were my choice, they were both very rushed and caused me high anxiety), i’ve lost more and more of my things and whenever i think of it or a specific object it makes me very upset. i think of where it could be now and how i was so incredibly foolish to let it go. i think of it sitting alone, broken in some landfill. i’ve lost so much. another thing that i don’t know if others experience is hating to go into stores due to all the stuff. seeing the objects and products makes me wonder how many don’t get bought and how much is wasted. it makes me feel incredibly sad. it also makes it even worse when i see people carelessly bashing cheaper products and making fun of them. i know there are people out there who can appreciate cheaper objects, such as me. i’ve never seen a cheaper object and laughed at it, it only makes me feel deeply sad and helpless, especially when i have no money to purchase and use it. i’m sorry that this isn’t a very good description but it’s something that troubles me on a daily basis. i’m glad i found this page.

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    • I always thought I was the only one who experienced this! I make sure that my children’s stuffed animals have room to “breathe” when stored, so I store them in a mesh bag. Here’s one I haven’t heard anyone else say but I experience every week when grocery shopping…….I feel bad for the shopping cart that’s left outside in the cold!

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  126. Thanks for sharing this, I’ve been searching for this in spanish, but dind’t found anything, and today I discovered all these comments.
    I feel the sameof course much stronger with animals, then plants I touch them, kiss them and love them.
    And also with things, I can´t see stuffed toys destroyed or thrown away, I still love mines and….yes….I’ll recognice it I’m 45….shame on me.
    I talk with things, Sometimes I caresse them and many times I ask them for forgiveness when I tumble over them.
    I don’t know if that’s a disorder, it’s an excess of sensitivity or a projection of the feelings we don’t have in a human beeing devoted to other things.

    Thanks

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  127. It’s interesting to me that so many people have responded to this post. I’ve felt sorry for inanimate objects my entire life. As a kid I had a book entitled “Katy the Kitten.” Our plane had just lifted off the ground for a week’s vacation when I realized I’d left the book on the backseat of our family car! I was in tears thinking about how lonely the kitten would be all by itself, with no one to talk to. I was heart-broken. But, was I crying over the inanimate object (book)? Or, rather the kitten (inanimate object)? I distinctively remember crying over the image of the kitten, not the book itself. They’re both inanimate….but in my mind, it was definitely the kitten being left alone that bothered me. Thanks to all of you who shared!

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    • HJM. I’ve just read what you wrote about the book you left behind and I relate to this in more ways than you can imagine. Worst thing is it’s continued into my adulthood (I’m now 55). I feel stupid just writing this, but only this year I threw away a broken kitchen utensil I’d been using for years. It was a conscious effort of will to put it in the dustbin and having done so I felt an overwhelming feeling of guilt and sadness, like I’d betrayed a best friend. Where does that come from? I’ve scoured my memories trying to work out if there’s an event in my past that’s caused me to feel this way but nothing. I’m a rational person and I know I’m attributing “feelings” to an inanimate object, but I can’t stop doing it. I’m just relieved to know I’m not alone.

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  128. Hi…I just want to thank you for writing this piece. I had no idea this was a thing that more than a handful of people felt. My earliest memory of this dysphoria was with stuffed animals as a child. I had a lot of them, but I would rotate through them and never admit that I liked some more than others for fear of hurting their feelings. I remember holding back tears for an ice cream cone that fell on the ground. I’m 29 now and I am so distressed by these sensations. I am so relieved to see that I’m not alone.

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  129. My 9 year old son has synasthesia, he sees days of the week as colours. He is also believes his inanimate objects have feelings, and will become hysterical if I throw out or try to sell old toys.

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  130. I am 20 and I have this exact problem. Something so simple as a pen no longer working I feel so bad throwing it away of if I grab something and such as a swab at work and I drop it and I have to chuck it away I feel sick that it hasn’t even been able to do it’s job and I have had to throw it away. Its driving me crazy I can’d do anything without feeling bad as if I have left it out :'( I have never been diagnosed with Autism or anything of the like but I am quite worried after reading all of these comments. Is this something I should investigate or speak to a doctor about?

    Chloe

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  131. OH MY GOSH, YES! I have this problem REALLY bad, i’m 17, and as long as I remember, I have felt like inanimate objects had feelings, or could feel pain, like, I pretty much felt to me like EVERYTHING was a sentient being, however, instead of feeling sad, I feel the way it would be appropriate if a human being were in the place of the object, such as, tonight, my mom went to Farm Fresh, and they were selling little 1 dollar plush farmer toys, my mom bought one for my dog, at first I was perfectly fine with it, put then my dog ripped it in a few spots, and I started sweating like CRAZY, about a minute later my dog had completely ripped the toy’s head off (oh my gosh i’m tearing up while typing this) I continued to be fine, except I felt nauseous, and needed to look at the ceiling while walking past my dog, one time I forgot about it and saw the now eviscerated remains of the plush toy, I ran to the bathroom and “lost my dinner,” my mom had to drive back to farm fresh to buy me one of the plush toys, that I am now protecting from my dog upstairs, I get sad when looking at it because it has a happy, innocent look on it’s face and all I can think is “Oh my God, how am I supposed to tell him that my dog killed his brother?!?”

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  132. I am researching this condition for my 16 yr. old son. He has been dealing with intrusive thoughts for a year or so but just recently he says he worries that objects feel pain. He feels guilty if he tears a sheet of paper out of a notebook, for instance. He is on the mild side of the autism spectrum. I read through most of these posts and have learned a great deal about this but I didn’t see any discussion about treatments. Has anyone had any success treating this?

    Thanks for the article and all the posts!

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  133. Wow! Others who feel the same??! JACKPOT!

    I am very much like all of you. I am 43 and have been this way since day dot. What is interesting is my 11yo son, just last month, told me he ate his last biscuit in his lunch box because he felt sad for it. It was all alone. Left out and he needed to eat it simply because he could not cope with it alone.

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  134. Ive had that fealing for objects for as long i can remember.

    I still keep my soft teddies on my bed cause if i would put them away id feel terrible like they have feelings.

    Last week i had forgot my lunch box at work with some leftover chicken and i felt terrible knowing i had to throw the lunch box away, i atempted to clean it but realised what i was doing and i just had to trash it.

    Im feeling sad writing this but thats life i guess.
    I am 22y/o diagnosed with ADD/Aspbergers

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  135. I am 62, and have not been diagnosed with either autism or OCD. I do indeed suffer from worry over inanimate objects: I pick up paperclips, etc. from the sidewalk, I rescue pencils from the trash at work when they have been sharpened down to stubs. I have worried about this unusual trait, so I am encouraged by the responses to this post. Thank you.

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  136. I’m not an adult yet but I do have pervasive developmental disorder and this has affected me since a very young age and it really helps to see that other people understand what it’s like if I touch something but I wanted the other thing I can’t get the one I wanted because it will hurt the feelings of the thing I just picked up. And I can’t have anyone move anything in my room because they’re all going to think I don’t love them anymore but I do! I probably sound insane, but it’s how I feel and I’m afraid I will never be able to get over this and it makes me worried about how I will be once I graduate and live on my own.

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    • When I’m walking around at school, or anywhere really, I might see a rock on the ground. Or a stick. I’ll try to walk past it, but I’m already thinking about this: if I don’t pick up this stick, it will never be picked up. It will never be found by me again, never be singled out as that one stick I didn’t pick up. It will be long gone. Blown away in a storm, brutally shredded by a lawnmower. At that point I don’t care how crazy I look. I’ve walked like 20 yards away from it now. I will run back to that stick and put it in my pocket. I’m almost in tears at the point I grab it and run away. Many people don’t talk to me, I pick up every acorn by an oak tree. I’ve never considered the possibility of me having autism. I suffer from Anxiety, ADHD, OCD, Dermatillomania, Scopophobia, And the Depression which I’ve recently gotten over, but will probably come back when I start high school in a month. I had no idea this was an actual disorder! I know that reading this won’t stop my problem, but I feel so much better that there’s a really good handful of others that understand 😀

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    • I do it at 50. Not as much as when younger and before meds, but if the anxiety is high and I can’t shake it off quickly, I’ll start looking for a place to cry. Meds are pretty good but I doubt I’ll ever feel real joy again, which makes me want to cry too. Lol

      With the right Dr. you’ll be able to overcome the crippling compulsions, which are riding on the anxiety subway.

      My Doc thinks that GAD has always been my problem. I always thought that anxiety sounded like nonsense, but calling it something else doesn’t make it any more real.

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  137. Reading this made me so sad! I have always had this problem. Both of my parents have it too. I have avoided having children because I’ve always been afraid I would panthers trait on. I’m well-educated and have a good job, but I’ve never gotten over this.! The only thing that helped was anti-depressants, but when taking them, I was numb to everything. Inhale to repeat to myself “it’s ok. It doesn’t feel anything.” But it makes me sad to know my parents have the same issue.

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  138. I never used to be able to eat animal shaped biscuits and would cry when other people did, I still get a lump in my throat when I think about an abandoned doll I wasn’t allowed to retrieve from the road (my dad dragged me away) and a special rock I found one day on the beach but lost, and that must have been almost 10 years ago. I can’t bring myself to throw away my many stuffed toys (though I’ve gotten less obsessed with keeping them comfortable and not having favourites). The weird choked feeling just hits in unexpected situations (I can’t deal with people personifying cars and stuff, because of the implications it would eventually have if a thing could break or run out ect., or talking about things suffering even in a joking way it freaks me out) but I can usually manage to numb it (I have to actively suppress the same feeling occasionally when eating meat), I don’t have autism, I do have suspected ADD and some anxiety nonsense.

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  139. First of all, I’m shocked! There are so many replies on this article! I didn’t really think that so many people would read such an article and actually respond to it, as having emotions for objects has always been pretty much….weird. And people would usually ignore it. Anyways: I know how you’re feeling. I have been feeling emotions for objects all my life, and sometimes I am able to ignore it, move on, and tell myself that that bottle getting kicked around by my friends is just a bottle and doesn’t have feelings. Or that the banana being mouldy because I didn’t eat it doesn’t feel sorry for itself, isn’t really sad, in fact it couldn’t even be happy in the first place, it’s just a fruit. But sometimes, it just doesn’t work like this.

    I am having mild anger issues. So sometimes, it rarely occurs but it happens, I start kicking objects or punching things because I’m really angry on a person or the circumstances (mostly a person though) and I start crying and feeling sorry for the object afterwards, not the person, not myself, but the objects. Why did I punch that wall? Did it deserve it? I should’ve rather punched the person. But…did my fist deserve me to punch someone? Now it hurts. My poor fist. Oh no, I punched his nose and now it’s bleeding. Why did I do this? Does his nose really deserve that? It’s bleeding, oh my god, it’s probably crying now, why did I do this?

    Thoughts like this make me think I’m crazy, but it happens…sometimes daily, sometimes not even once in a week. I am really surprised that this isn’t an officially recognised illnesss or disorder yet. I, we, have a problem and want to know how to fix it, but a psychologist would most likely simply laugh at us.

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    • I have to add: I have not been diagnosed with autism (yet, I’m barely 17 years old), I randomly found this article because I’ve been searching Google for feelings, emotions towards objects, which I’ve always felt since I can remember. The younger I was, the stronger the feelings were, though.

      I’d consider myself an introvert at most, but seriously autistic would be an exaggeration, even though I am a shy person that’s a bit more reserved and I’ll be honest, I have problems talking to people when I’m feeling uncomfortable (for example when I’m around lots of people who are not exactly my closest friends). But I wouldn’t say that I generally show typical autistic behaviour. So I’m really curious if any of you guys who actually haven’t been diagnosed with any kind of autism are feeling like I do.

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      • What’s also pretty weird, I have emotions for body parts. Just the thought of punching someones stomach and damaging his organs makes me sad sometimes. They didn’t deserve it. But he did!

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        • I’m also barely 17 and have had the same issue all my life. I get so sad every time I see someone neglect or even just critisize an object. For some reason, I’m no where as sensitive towards people and it pisses me off because I sometimes get so sad about an object being tossed around that I start to cry. I’m a 6″ 185lb dude, and I know it sounds ridiculous but I just can’t control these emotions. Just like you, I was looking up what my condition is called. Pretty sure its Anthropomorphism but I just want help.

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          • Yes I’m the same, but I think I know why you only feel sorry for objects and not people.

            Object are vulnerable. Objects serve us and do their very best for us without question. Theyr’e always there for us no matter what, Even if we treat them badly they will still be there for us..

            People are none of these things. People are quite capable of looking after themselves and often do so at at the expense of others.

            I could go on and on but it would take all day and more.

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  140. Hi everyone,
    I found this post so interesting as it is related entirely to my research project entitled ‘Personification an Autism’. As we all know, personification is ascribing human attributes to objects. In this forum, we notice that both adults with and without autism personify, which poses a question of how different the personification is? There has been recent concern from the autism community regarding how consistently personifying affects their daily lives. This has inspired me to conduct this research. Another aim is to determine whether or not personification is related to synaesthesia.
    To aid in the research, I am inviting interested participants to complete an online survey. All information is private, and will be kept strictly confidential.
    Your participation is greatly appreciated. https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/99RLLDV.

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  141. I hold memories in things. When the memory fades, The feeling is still attached. I think the problem you are looking for isn’t Synesthesia exactly as no two autism spectrum difficulties are the same but it does sound relatively close to Aphantasia as it isn’t what you do say when you try to describe what you experience but it is in what you don’t say because this is what you miss in experiencing. You will find the same with me. When I tell a story, In the story they will be something missing that one individual can see but another individual cannot. Whether this helps I dont know.

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    • I’ve suffered these agonies since very young childhood. It’s hard to pass on or throw anything away, especially something with a face. It took me six reads of your first few lines to get over the sadness you describe so that I could read on. My sister isn’t autistic but she feels the same about things with faces, though not so much about things without. Her house is a lot tidier than mine and her life in general a lot more orderly.

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  142. I have not been diagnosed as autistic and I do not think I am, but my sister has asserted that I am to the rest of my family in the past. I was not happy with this, as I believe that I have more insight into other people’s feelings than her and more than most people.

    I think that I have some mild autistic traits, and this is one of them. I do have feelings for certain objects and I find it hard to throw things away when they are no longer useful to me.

    While I do not think this is as strong as it seems to be for others here, I feel this especially for objects that are made to bring happiness, like trinkets, toys, party paraphernalia, clothes (children’s especially), etc.

    When they lie discarded and forgotten, it is sad. When they were never used or wasted, it is sadder. If they were of low quality, it seems sadder still, as though they were doomed from birth/manufacture.

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  143. I am a 30 year old biomedical scientist, I have never been diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum but I am a deeply anxious person, always second guessing people’s motives. I too have the innate involuntary ability to project personalities on to objects. In my case it’s soft toys, I suppose it must be the face. I have several different toys and would be genuinely heartbroken if I lost one. I am lucky to have found a girlfriend who is tolerant of it, she also indulges herself in this lifestyle too. We went for a walk in the woods several months ago and when we returned the the car it had started to rain and we noticed that there was a cuddly toy on the bench with no one in sight. It had been on the floor and was dirty but as much as I tried to resist the compulsion to “rescue” the cuddly bunny, the inevitable flow of emotions drove me to pick her (yes her) up within about 20 seconds and took her back, washed and dried her and now she is proudly (more importantly safely) sitting here with me now. I’ve decided that I’m not going to fight the urge anymore and just accept that I am a man who feels bad for lonely soft toys. You are NOT alone!

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    • I am so glad to find this thread. I want to know why I feel sorry for inantimate objects as well. Since I was a child my heart has been torn for stuffed animals.
      Once when I was about 8 or 9 I visited a museum exhibit with a doll in an incubator. I could not bear the thought of that doll lying there all alone in the dark at night when the museum closed. I cried and cried. My dad asked why but I was too ashamed to say.
      Later in life, through much introspection, I concluded that the doll represented me. A few years before the museum incident, I had spent a month in the hospital and felt very alone, especially at night.
      So I think I was projecting my feelings on the doll, feelings of isolation and fear I had supressed while in the hospital.
      (Sidenote: fast forward 30 years and I gave birth to a real baby girl whom I had to leave in an incubator for 15 days. Imagine how difficult that was.)
      So my theory is that we project onto stuffed animals and dolls our own feelings of abandonment and rejection. This is why we can’t see them thrown away or torn apart.
      I have no idea what to do about this, I am not a psychologist nor do I favor Freud’s theories in particular.
      I only hope to stir the conversation as I am anxious to hear what others think.

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  144. I have this a lot! I always want to finish every single thing on my plate at meal times, not because I feel bad about wasting food, but because I feel the food was made for a purpose (to be eaten) and by not eating it it hasn’t fulfilled its purpose and therefore is sad. I always tell myself that the food doesn’t mind but I still kind of believe it. This also makes it hard to throw anything away, because everything has feelings and throwing it away is mean, even if it’s broken I still want to keep it. If I break things I always feel bad, partly because it’s broken, but also because it’s sad for the object that it’s now broken. I have no idea why, but it does make things quite hard for me, as no one else really seems to understand it. Anyone else get this with all objects having feelings, not just the ones we particularly love?

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      • I have this too! I have NOT been diagnosed with OCD yet. But I have done pretty much all quizzes there is and everyone one of them are posivitive that I do have OCD. And with OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) there is a symptom that you have to check twice or more before throwing stuff away, and with sympathy for objects it can make it much harder to throw away stuff. And I dont feel like the food gets sad because it doesnt get eaten. I feel like I am hurting the food by eating it. And this is very difficult when you love food like me. And when I brake something I feel like I am hurting it and making it very sad. Like right now I hate to erase letters because I feel like I am taking away the letters friends. And it makes me feel very guilty and just kind of depressed. It is very rare that I a trash bag away without hugging it. It just feels like it will be sad otherwise. I might be feeling like this because I feel like inanimate objects cant hurt anyone, and cant betray etc, which some humans do. I have a lot of different sad and guilt feelings when I throw something away or break it, If I break an object I might start to cry. And the worst thing I know is to see ANYTHING crying. Doesnt matter what it is. Please help me with this. Please do not suggest doctors and such, because I am Swedish and I guess the majority of you here are from other countries.
        Thank you.
        P.S
        I hate change, it makes me depressed, that might be a reason.

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    • Hi Rachael! I’m 15 and I too have the same feeling for inanimate objects. I feel depressed whenever I something crumpled like my blanket or a towel etc. I remember an experience when I had lost a ball that I used to play with around the age of 9. The ball was I white ball with a smiley face on it. The moment I started thinking about the ball, I always pictured the face turning into a frowning one which often made me cry everyone I think about it. A few days later my uncle found the ball and the rElie I got was unimaginable and even after 7 years I still have it in the cupboard. I find it really difficult to throw anything. I just feel sad whenever my mother cuts the vegetables and throws the inedible part. It makes me feel how sad the vegetables must be feeling. After finding this site I realised that I’m not the only one with this feeling and that has made a feel a lot better.
      Thanks For Reading!
      Darsh

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  145. A few days ago, I dropped a plate and it shattered, and I felt like I had just committed an accidental murder. I also sometimes feel like inanimate objects are judging me when I use them. Like when I play the piano, I worry that the piano thinks I’m not good enough for it.

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  146. I´m 62 and was diagnosed 2½ years ago, but at long as I remember, I´ve felt, that inanimate objects have feelings and could be hurt by being overlooked. Not anymore, though – most of the time. Last year, I put some plants out on our road in a box for any garden-person to take – and when I saw them standing there later, all alone , I felt so sad and worried for them —-me a grown woman! One hour later the box was taken. Phew!
    This very childish trait has made me wonder for years – but as I apparently share it with other aspies – I accept it as a trait. (I am very synaesthetic too, if there is a connection to that). I also wonder, if it has to do with the tendency to feel abandoned, – which I wasn´t. It has been a bothering emotional problem for me from age three. Would that be a “trait” too?

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  147. It saddens me to read your article but it relieves me to have another reminder that one of my many “oddities” is a hallmark autism trait. Today, as I walked up to my little truck to run an errand, I felt so TERRIBLE for her because she has a few scabs on her nose that were not there before. I wished I could go get her a paint job right away & make it better.
    Because I was not diagnosed until my late 30’s, I thought I was simply materialistic in some odd way due to my very real attachment to objects. I became very attuned to the energy of objects as I entered my 40’s & I stopped IGNORING those feelings and instead used the feelings to part ways with things I owned via waves of purging. Sometimes a week a purging would mean giving away or tossing 43 objects and sometimes a day of purging would mean I donated 16 books. It was like saying good-bye to old friends who just were not contributing to my life any more.
    Most recently, I got rid of 1000 items over 6 weeks to prepare for relocation. It’s wonderful now to look around my flat full of 2nd hand items and know each has its story & every ottoman or old book has meaning. It’s like coming home to silent friends!
    I do have conversations with them and I am NOT crazy. For example, while assembling an old table gifted to me: “We’re NOT doing this today, Table! Now let me tighten these legs or you’ll be all wobbly. Why must you give me a hard time? We’re in this together, yes?!”
    To me, it’s like when people talk to their plants in order to send out positive energy. It’s just something I DO. If I strive to be kind to people then why can’t I be kind to things?
    My bigger issue is personifying objects. I’ve been given a VERY hard time because of it. But the few things I personify have great meaning to me and, frankly, I like them more than many of my so called friends. My little truck has been there for me when no one else has. She has patiently helped me schlep furniture that vehicles twice her size would normally haul. She’s kept me safe when I’ve had to pull over and nap after hours of driving. Having used public transit in the worst of weather as a child (my single mum could not afford a vehicle), I APPRECIATE her and treat her well. My mechanic calls her by her name and he gets many bonus points for that! 
    I remember that while growing up, very often the ONLY place that did not stir up anxiety was my bedroom. Each object evoked a certain feeling & I kept everything just so and beyond tidy. Having my sister leave the room messy could send me into a tailspin of anxiety that was debilitating.
    I prefer a simple and spare lifestyle. I enjoy previously owned objects and now I wonder if it’s because there’s some sense of “adopting” things as I would a pet (??)
    Psychologically speaking, perhaps those of us who are autistic find it easier to project emotion onto personified items because it’s so terribly difficult to adequately express ourselves around humans. I’m often so excited that I can identify with things being discussed in a conversation among neurotypicals that I can’t stop talking which can be tough on a group as, like many people with Aspergers, I cannot control the volume of my voice. Either that or I’m so overwhelmed that I’m fairly silent. And we don’t have to worry about such stressors with objects, do we. . .?

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    • I have felt similarly for my cars and mourned them deeply when they had to be hauled away. The only comfort I have is they will live on in other cars when used for parts. Also, perhaps the junkyard is like a retirement home where the cars get to rest and swap stories about the good ol’ days.

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  148. This is definitely me since childhood. I felt sympathy for all sorts of objects, most of all my things – my room, my bed, my toys, my ornaments. I needed to try to be fair to all my toys and often felt sad or guilty of one was left out, devastated if one was “hurt” i.e. broken. I think this is quite normal in children – psychologists call it animism.

    But, while I have taught/forced myself to be less sentimental with most things, I still feel this way about my books and especially my soft toys (around 50 of them, plus 50+belonging to each of my 2 boys!) which all have their own names, have feelings and personality, show love and compassion. It is these that I turn to for comfort when I’m depressed, anxious or stressed, even more than to my husband!!

    I couldn’t bear to part with them, I feel sorry for any of my kids soft toys that have been left out and I’ve cried when my youngest has lost a soft toy – and not just for my son! I find it hard sometimes seeing soft toys in shops knowing that I can’t give them all a good home and also feel awful if there’s one I don’t like the look of!!

    If this is part of my ASD, that would explain a lot. I’ve never known why I feel so strongly about this.

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    • I’m 37 and in the States… I’m the same way with my daughter’s toys. I find I encourage them to get out their baby toys and play with them for a bit. I’ve seen a doctor for 20 years and they don’t think I have anything beyond anexity and depression. My brother and cousin feel this way, but I’m the worst about it.

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      • Same with me. 38, in the States, not diagnosed as on the spectrum, but been fighting severe depression and anxiety for 20 years.

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  149. Hello thank you for this post. I had this as a child (not sure if it was from myself or learned from my parents) and I think my sisters did too. My mum has it – she will feel sorry for cardboard boxes left out in the rain. I have mild colour synasthaesia (seeing letters and numbers in colour). I had assumed that having emotions for inanimate objects was related to hoarding (which we have in our family) and had not considered it could be to do with autism.

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    • My eleven year old daughter is autistic..non-verbal, extremely well versed on-line , with devices, coordinated,..etc
      I simply wanted to post a photo, (one of many),..
      she sleeps with her tv remote control , “as if it’s her teddy bear”.Always.
      Thank YOU, for this insight

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  150. Hmm I’m not sure it only related to autism….I mean, I can understand the synaesthesia thing, as I have that and ascribe it to everything, but my theory on why I’m deeply sad when I see things like guitars that don’t get played anymore, or cameras that don’t get used (to cite his examples) probably relate to something else – I don’t think this is just an autism thing, I know plenty of people who have this.
    Do you not think that possibly the reason we have sadness over things like guitars, cameras and so on is probably more to do with the fact that these object are a: man made and so designed for a purpose, so it’s kind of depressing on a lot of levels to see them big discarded, though i think that possibly has something to do with it being depressing seeing a sort of abandoned relic of consumerism , b: they have a very inherent, fundamental air of utility surrounding them, c: when we view a thing that we have a strong association with we tend to create a sort of back story to it, and relate it entirely to a story as to its use, that we have created.
    So in short, the object contains a huge amount of meaning and value judgements that we have ascribed to it. For instance, i attach a lot of sentimentality to musical instruments, because I’m a musician. However, I have absolutely no interesting in things like iphones or gadgets or something that a lot of other people find valuable, because I have no interest in those objects.The same goes for my attachment to some things like a lipstick, say – people who don’t wear lipstick probably wouldn’t care so much about a specific shade or something.
    There’s also an intentionality issue here – if we weren’t aware of what the object was, it wouldn’t immediately pop up on our radar. The example I always use is to think of something like a bowl of oranges in a room, and how you would experience the perception of that if you have no conception of what an orange was and no real perception of the colour orange – in this case, you would experience the sense data relating to the orange, but because you had no prior built up picture of the orange, you would see it, but it wouldn’t hold meaning or potential value to you, so your brain would likely ignore it.
    The brain tends to “pick out” its reality, and organise the environment according to things its looking for or think it needs. For instance, the old anecdote, about australians being unable to see Cooks’ ships (it was possibly hawaii, but the story is cherry pciked anyway, so I can’t find anything to verify it). while untrue (and pushing a sort of inherent pro-colonial attitude), is an example of what I mean. As a better example – I once saw a very complex superior mirage, on land, and was totally freaked out by it – where as when I reflected on this later, i realised that I had in fact seen tonnes of these mirages, out at sea, where they’re more common, but because it was in context out at sea and was sort of part of the ordinary landscape, I didn’t really notice or care about it. Where as seeing the thing on land was definitely contrary to everything i usually experience, so it lept out at me more, and stayed with me for years.
    Also a lot of stuff to do with memory in psychology and only remembering the particular things we were already invested in anyway. Also there are lots of theories over how we recall information, in that we tend to remember things according to how we view the world now.
    Your brain is always going to interpret the world according to a story, and a set of meanings that you have built up over time. Ascribing meaning to objects most likely only happens with things that you have a sort of personal story attached to, in regards to their utility..there is also the aspect of pretty much everything in our modern world being man-made, and built with a certain idea of purpose behind it already, so the world is naturally set up to show us utility of objects – if you go into a city, there is very little in the way of stuff that still pertains to something that is removed from man, so removed from tool building and so on. Ii mean, ask yourself, do you find yourselves getting attached to ALL objects, regardless of what they are, like every single object, or is it only SOME objects, that you have a certain experience with, things you actually use at some point or have back story with? There’s always the possibility that more autistic people tend to have more associations with things from the perspective of being able to be used as tools, because I think a lot of autistics maybe approach the world with that air of trying to figure out how things work, for instance there are a disproportionate amount of people on the spectrum involved in the sciences and engineering/general academia and so on.

    But just a further thought – maybe it’s slightly more common in autism because of the problem of other minds and also of perceiving way too much information, all existing on the same sort of plane? So, In my personal experience, I see people in the same way that I see a lot of objects, albeit with more unfortunate social interactions.

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    • I never thought about this topic before, so maybe it doesn’t affect me to such a dramatic way. I read the full article out off curiosity, because your feelings were familiar to me. I am not a hoarder but I h_te getting rid of things, I believe everything can be useful one day or another. I use a dash in the word h_ate because I don’t like that word. I like to fix things, like MacGyver so I believe nothing is not useful. I will stress over should I keep it or not, making that decision it not an easy task. When it comes to my personal belongings I am very attached, and I don’t share. I did think it was related to some kind of ocd though I don’t have a diagnosis, but I thought it was apart of asd. I am really possessed with my own inanimate objects that I like which I kind of consider a comfort zone for me. I can’t get upset if someone touches them or something happened with them or they’re not where they belong. I am very particular and protective about this, so usually everything stays in order to how I want. If things don’t go well for my stuff I will get very distressed. I am not much different when it comes to my children’s belonging. I don’t know if it is the same thing that you experience. I guess what I am trying to say is anything that I have a relationship with and yes I said anything not anyone, I am much more sensitive, but for others belongs I might feel upset, but not in a devastating manner. I don’t know if my input was helpful, maybe it is the other way around, perhaps your post was more insightful to me. There are a lot of situations and scenarios I have a hard time putting words to them or understanding them on a clear perspective. To thoughts things are a little clearer, but to verbally to hold it all together for expressing, the thought is gone, thought to write it that is a little bit more helpful. If anyone can relate to that please comment. Thank you.
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      • Correction on two things I can get upset, and it is my thoughts are not very clear, when I try to take them from my head to words

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    • For me, it’s all objects. Anything I perceive. It can be any parts of objects if I let it recurse that way. I can feel for a grain of sand. Amn enthusiastic leaf. A tired cable. Like people, my closest object friends have more developed personalities. But everything has a history, a connection to the world, to the One, or perhaps to my mind that perhaps is the cause of everything I perceive… but I can, and often can’t help at least partially, be those things, feel their joys, triumphs, sorrows, aspirations, angers…

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    • “The brain tends to “pick out” its reality, and organise the environment according to things its looking for or think it needs.”

      Very interesting. I will chew on this thought for a while. Thank you.

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  151. Such relief after reading your article. I have been worried about my son who has Aspergers for a long time. He is 21 but still talks to his cuddlies and also treats them as if they were alive. He wont part with them and wont even put them in the cupboard because he thinks that they will suffocate and not like it in the cupboard. He doesn’t part with anything in his room and I am worried that he will become a hoarder. I have taken him to see the psychologist but she couldn’t really help. But this explains why he does what he does. At least now I understand why! I am hoping that as he gets older, he will begin to realise and maybe change a bit about how he treats his toys. thank you for this article. I wish you all the best

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    • If he’s anything like me, no, he won’t change about his toys as he gets older. The only thing that helped me was realizing that I literally cannot “get rid” of soft toys, stuffed animals as I always called them, so I had to stop buying them so my house wouldn’t become overwhelmed!

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  152. HI Steve-
    This is a great topic for discussion. While I am both diagnosed with OCD and have a strong synesthetic sense which may or may not confuse things – both my son and I have a tendency to personify objects. I can remember being devastated when my parents would make me chose only one doll to take on a trip or outing, knowing that my other dolls that I loved just as well would be sad and alone and feel left out. When my son started showing a similar distress with his toys, I understood it, which was helpful. Rosie King speaks of this as in Through My Eyes (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g89YYiC7P6Y) that she gave in relation to choosing her shoes. While it is distressing to the person who feels these feels, other people don’t get it at all – and that can be really hard. There are remarkably few studies on synesthesia, but there is definite concrete science behind why we experience these things and evidence that there is a link to mirror neurons in the brain ( I write about it a little here: http://neverlessthan.com/2016/02/29/me-myself-and-vincent/). Bottom line – you are not crazy and you are not alone, in fact you are in good company. Thanks for the provocative topic and kind regards!

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  153. I’ve always felt this way. As a child doing something as simple as putting stuffed toys in a bag made me feel sad for them and I had to promise them I’d let them out again. I still have every desktop microprocessor I’ve every owned in my personal machine (other people’s machines, not so much, but this was my friend, my partner, in work and play). At least I’ve been able to let go of the mainboards!

    In Japanese Shinto they believe that everything has an indwelling spirit, a Kami or God of some kind. This is why many products have faces. Marie Kondo in her book on decluttering tells us that we can let go of some things by thanking them for their work and recognizing the end of a lifecycle. I might take a birthday card and say “Thank you for conveying the feelings of my friend for us. Your work is done, it’s time to rest and be recycled into a new body.” (Reincarnation is also part of Shinto.) I’ve found this works for many things, but not everything.

    One of my biggest problems is the gift. I feel as though the gift is part of the person, and if I get rid of it, I will hurt both the thing and the person who gave me the thing.

    In my studies of religions and cultures, including my degree work, I begin to feel less and less as though we’re wrong when we project a personality and feelings on to objects. Perhaps they do take on part of ourselves, or others, as they are used and loved. Perhaps they do have feelings and thoughts which cannot be expressed, but exist on a level beyond our analysis. Does the refurbished computer I’ve just given to an elementary school student feel joy at once again being able to help someone, or pride in being able to keep working for a few more years before it comes time to be recycled? I don’t know… but I will say this much… it makes me happy to think so, and as Slartibartfast said in Douglas Adams’ book “I’d rather by happy that right any day.”

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    • Love the reference! Also (loosely quoted) “The chance of figuring out what’s really going on are so remote, I say just hang the sense of it all and keep yourself busy.”
      In one fell swoop Adams takes down thousands of years of philosophical and theological effort. Hilarious, incredible writer! 🙂

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  154. I am so glad you addressed this. When my daughter was in 4th grade, I was putting some things away in her drawer and found it piled with leaves, sticks, wrappers, etc etc. I asked her what it was and she was just hiding and saying “don’t ask”. I told her that it was fine to collect things but I gave her a special box to put the items in. She filled 2 boxes and then she told me why she was doing it. She said that God does not make any 2 things alike and if she doesn’t take something she likes with her she will never see it again. Made sense to me. She slowed way down taking things once she was able to express why she was doing it. She still is very attached to things. We are looking to move and she is overwhelmed beyond belief trying to wrap her head around leaving her home. It is very real.

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    • My daughter was distressed when we got a new washing machine and the old one was taken away. She asked when she would see it again and if it would be hurt. In the end I said it was going to a better place for it to rest as it was old and maybe someone would find a use for its parts. She said I always imagine grandad Bill in heaven is really in Spain on holiday on the beach, do you think the washing machine will meet him there?
      It was only when on holiday in Spain a few years later and I found her gazing along the beach and asked, “looking for shells?” and she replied, just looking out for our old washing machine I know it’s not likely but I still miss it… I realised how attached she was to things.
      People seem to relate to attachments to cars as they have emotions connected to them.
      I tend to think of this as being similar to being attracted to or missing places.

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  155. Holy shit….. This is a thing??? Both of my children have been diagnosed ASD, and I suspect I’m on the spectrum too. This feeling sad for things thing plagued my childhood and well into adulthood. I’m getting better at letting go of “stuff” and being more mindful of what I let into my space now. But holy hell, it used to eat me up as a child if any of the toys were left out. I was really upset over the family car leaving out family (but fortunately old enough to talk myself through it ) I remember my Nana selling to move into a smaller home, and letting me choose a plant from her greenhouse. I picked the sickliest looking one and she tried to press a “better” one on me, but I just couldn’t. It NEEDED someone to want it/need it. This explains a lot thank you.

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    • I still remember my Dad’s lovely orange vw beetle being towed away up the road, I was about 6 yrs old. I loved thar car like a friend. I have a real problem getting ‘rid’ of things and the battle with clutter is a constant one. My children have given their favourite toys personalities and my daughter will not leave one toy out in case it upset them! People on the spectrum often name things like cars too don’t they?

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    • Our family car being taken away was the worst. I still remember the reg number 20 years later and how sad I was. Sin me then, cars can’t have names or personalities.. I get too attached

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  156. This is me! I was officially diagnosed with Aspergers just over three years ago. I have ended up with a lot of old machine tools and cars that I will one day get around to fixing, I like to fix things that nobody else wants, and recently I hit a roo in the company utility, and even though it was well due for replacement it’s like something has been ripped out of my soul to know I’ll never see it again, even though it’s a Ford and I’m a Holden man (I guess you’d need to be an Aussie to understand the Holden / Ford rivalry 😀 ). Is there anything really ‘wrong’ with thinking this way? Our planet is being choked to death because of consumerism and the waste it creates, I feel that it people like me who are really taking the ‘reduce, reuse and recycle’ message seriously. The other bonus is that when I walk into my workshop, my ongoing restoration projects are always there for me, and they respond to my input of time and effort, unlike many of my attempted ‘human’ interactions…

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  157. I definitely felt similarly as a child. I wanted to be fair to everything. I think this led to some ocd as a child. I had a lot of anxiety about choosing well. I never felt like I could share any of these feelings with anybody.

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  158. Hi all,

    In the nicest possible way, good to hear that it is not just me. I am awful with most things but pebbles and small rocks, especially on the beach, are a nightmare for me. If I pick them up then I have to bring them home unless I throw them out of reach, into the sea or such, which in itself os almost painful to do.

    I have been diagnosed with ‘some OCD’ but have often wondered am I mildly autistic also?

    On the other hand, I am, I think, quite empathetic with people and am often a ‘first port of call’ as an unjudgemental shoulder to cry on.

    Confusing!

    Best wishes to all, Richard

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    • This describes me well, but I also have very positive experiences with objects, too. I feel their happiness, enjoy dialogue, etc, and my need to address their “sadness” can indeed make them happy. Sometimes I can talk them out of sadness (the landfill can be like a huge party, being shiny and lapped by waves is probably better than my dusty shelf after all, that dent in the hood gives you a new tough-guy look)… Things have cheered me up when I needed it, have helped me work out answers to dilemmas… Look, we don’t know that anything exists outside our own minds, right? Or if we are truly atone with the universe. So I see no reason why the object in my mind / that is part of THE ONE, is any less a friend than the person in my mind / that is part of ate One.

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  159. I can do this if I want.

    My empathy is rather suppressed and I often have to focus and think about the person for a while to invoke it. Once I do, it’s pretty powerful. I can drop it fairly quickly too.

    During my time practicing this, I noticed I could inject that empathy into objects as well, things like rocks or whatever. Then I get a sense/feeling that the object is alive and imaginations of incredibly slow chemical reactions inside the rock constituting it’s consciousness.
    Then I applied it to other things, I once tried to do it to my concept of the universe. That gave astronomical imaginations, I remember thinking, is this what people think their God feels like?

    So I don’t think it’s a disorder that you have this. Instead of automatic empathy on people (and animals probably) you also/or get it for objects automatically.

    Perhaps investigate a way to control it better, so that you can choose to feel it for an object or person or yourself even.

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    • Oh I should probably also add, that sometimes my empathy is automatic and sometimes it does apply to objects as well as people.
      However, it’s mostly memories about people associated with that object that is the source of that empathy.

      Although apply it as above doesn’t have that people connection which is what makes it cool.

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      • Hi. Yes I was wondering lately if, as autistic people, we find it more natural to somehow experience emotions through inanimate objects rather than people?

        I agree with you also about having memories of certain people mixed up with the emotions we feel from inanimate objects.

        These emotions, for me,are always extremely sad.

        Regards
        Steve

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        • Objects are like us, they’re focused on being who, or what, they are. If it’s a tool, it has a singularity of mind with which we’re familiar. People are chaotic, unpredictable, and scary as hell. Animals are the same. A cat is a cat, it doesn’t care about social or political issues. A cat doesn’t say one thing and mean its opposite. If it doesn’t want to be pet, it says so, but if it wants to be loved, it says so directly. No sub-text or subterfuge.

          One thing that bothers me is knives that are not kept sharp. A knife has only one purpose, to cut things. A kitchen knife is used to prepare food, to make meals. Meals can convey love, caring, and concern, so a kitchen knife’s duty in the world is to help you nourish yourself and convey love to your friends and family through the preparation of food. If the edge is not maintained, then it cannot be “most itself.” It cannot perform its duty properly, and that makes me feel sad.

          A chisel (a kind of knife, really) is the same. If it’s not sharp it cannot be what it should be, it cannot do the only thing it can to help me.

          My knives are all sharp, and my knives are all happy.

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  160. I always do this too! I always think objects feel sad for being left out like I make sure all my teddies are with each other because I think they’ll feel lonely and I felt really bad when I accidentally left this little kinder egg toy by itself for the night in the living room. Also, I think objects feel sad for not being picked like if I decide to hug one teddy I have to hug all of them and if I say goodnight to any of them I have to say goodnight to them all. Plus I so so hate it when people burn/destroy objects (like one video where they burned a tickle me elmo or even when they crush cars) because I’m convinced it feels the pain even though logically I know it doesn’t. It’s worse with objects that have faces but I do it with objects that don’t have faces too

    Could this kind of thing be linked to anxiety? I was diagnosed with it last year but I don’t think I have it anymore because I’m a social butterfly now and I don’t have the problems I used to have (like being scared to speak up). If I do still have it, then I don’t have the social problems anymore and I haven’t had a panic attack in months

    I also have it where before I go to bed, I have to make sure certain objects are in a certain place on my bed side table before I sleep and I can’t get to sleep otherwise. Also before I leave in the morning for school I have to check the door is locked so many times. It’s never a set number so I don’t think it’s OCD but it may link with anxiety (like, if I’ve kept anything from my anxiety it’s that) which would make sense because my mom has it too where she’s worried the door isn’t locked even though it is and she has anxiety (and depression). She doesn’t end up checking the door as much as I do though

    I dunno, I need some advice. What do other people think? I’m always worried it’s nothing and I’m just making a deal out of nothing :/

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    • Hi Becki
      Your description sounds very familiar. I have found that feeling so sad for objects has been a big barrier to feeling “grown up”. I think that anxiety does play a part. But in return these feelings also cause anxiety and deep sadness. Im not sure if ocd could be a factor. Perhaps it’s another thing that some autistic people have.
      Feeling sad for inanimate objects is like projecting our own feelings on to things. I think autism could well be a factor.
      Best wishes
      Steve http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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      • Hi becki, i relate 100% with everything you said in the first paragraph (i seen the elmo thing yesterday as it happens :'( )
        It reminded me of my 18th birthday party. In the morning my friends told me they threw one of my teddies out the window (i live 12 flats high) and i cried non stop for a week thinking about how scared it would have been falling so high and being abandoned. And rationale says “im an adult, i shouldnt be thinking like this” but it cant be helped.
        Hope youre doing good,
        Gemma.

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        • I once rescued a stuffed animal that was lying in the middle of the road soaking wet and getting run over by cars. I literally risked my life to run out in the street to grab it. I was around 17 at the time, so definitely “old enough” to not behave this way (according to society ha)

          I feel badly for any inanimate object, but it’s most severe with stuffed animals. I wouldn’t run into the street to save a shoe, for example, (though I feel a twinge of sadness), but for some reason I could not just drive by and let the stuffed monkey continue to get run over.

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          • I’m the same way with stuffed animals. Also I do this thing when I shop of I touch it i have to buy it. Otherwise I feel like I got the hopes up of the object that they were going to chosen to go to a Comfortable loving home. I also cannot touch one and then choose a different one because that object will feel less adequate. If there is a stuffed animal with a defect I’m more likely to buy it becausei know no one else will want the broken one.i once stole a single sock because it’s match was missing andi knew no one would ever want that single sock.

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    • Thank you for posting this. I was absolutely devastated by the Elmo on fire! I got a sick feeling in my stomach, the same way I would if I was watching a human being burned. It’s that severe. (And yes, I have accidentally seen a video of a human being burned as well…very traumatizing.) I’m glad I’m not alone here, and especially glad that we can all specifically remember the same video.

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    • Hi! My daughter does all those things you describe with her toys. Also having to have things in the ‘right’ place b4 bed. I think the toy thing is cute and not really a problem. I have OCD and your door checking does sound like mild OCD to me. It could be general anxiety though. Did u say yr mum has OCD? It is genetic so worth looking into. It’s really only considered a problem if the obsessions/rituals etc are interfering in yr daily life in a negative way.

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  161. I am so glad so many people are like this too. For me a big part of it is…say i am outside and i finish a bottle of juice..when i go to put it in the bin a strong urge calls out at me and i can hear it say “no dont leave me alone” so i have to keep the bottle and put it in the bin at home. This feels better and more comforting because its close. Does anyone else relate? Also, say i drop a sweet in the street,i have to purposley drop another one beside it so its not alone. As well as this, i have a strong affinity to stuffed animals…to the point where i prefer them to humans and i could gladly spend all my money on them. Ofcourse only buying the “reject” toys i think noone will buy. I will always go for the most broken or scruffy things and i will never touch anything in a shop i dont intend to buy as i think itll “think its being bought”. I am 22 and not diagnosed with autism or ocd.

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    • I feel the same way. I can’t leave things like ice cubes unpaired. Even if there is no room left in my glass for another cube, I will take a sip so there is room and I don’t leave it unpaired. When I was little, I refused to touch a stuff animal in the store because I felt bad for the other ones that I didn’t touch. My friends would touch the stuffed animal to me and I would have to take the time to touch them all or my heart ached. I can’t sell my cars (both are 1994) because I think they will be sad and feel abandoned. I am very OCD as well as an empath, so maybe this comes from either of these two gifts.

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      • Also, I tend to count things like stairs or cars on the road heading in the opposite direction on my way home. Drives me nuts, cause sometimes I can’t stop.

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        • Hi Steve. I believe my family of four are all on the spectrum. Only my son is officially diagnosed though. My daughter does all the things with her stuffed toys others describe. I have diagnosed Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (there is a link to AS) and OCD. Yes, I believe these behaviours are related to Autism and OCD. If they are not causing you unhappiness then it’s not a problem. However, I do have issues with clutter but I’m slowly getting better at parting with things.

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    • Hi Gemma

      I totally get what you are saying. The scenarios you describe sound very similar to my experience. Just reading your comments makes me feel really sad deep down.
      I’m not sure if this is to do with ocd or autism. I have a diagnosis of both conditions, but as yet, psychologists have not given me any reasons why these thoughts happen.

      best wishes
      steve

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      • Oh kristen i do the exact same thing with regards to if someone im with touches say a stuffed animal in a shop, i have to touch them all so theyre not left out. And if i touch one twice, i have to touch the rest another time. Thank you so much for the replies kristen and steve 🙂 Its good to have people to relate to.

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    • I’m the exact same way! I can cry at the drop of a hat over what I feel are “ugly, unwanted” stuffed animals. And I’ve always absolutely loved stuffed animals more than anything. If I pick one up at a store, I almost always have to buy it, because I feel like it will be abandoned if I don’t. And I especially have to buy it if it has a defect of any sort, such as a loose thread or crooked face or something. Everyone always tries to hand me a more “perfect” stuffed animal, and I get even more saddened knowing that it really will most likely not ever be bought or loved. By the way, I am 30 years old…so it is a bit concerning to me that I still feel this way…I’m also not diagnosed with autism or OCD. Just anxiety.

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  162. Hi everyone!
    I am so glad I am not alone here! I found this site after doing a quick google search to see if what is troubling me is an actual condition…
    I am 33 years old and I have had this problem for a number of years now. I have never been diagnosed with autism or anything of the sort of thing most people on here are talking about. I used to (as a child) have a problem with doing things a certain amount of times to ensure nothing bad happened (a touch of OCD) like switching a light on and off a certain number of times, using an exact amount of an item (various things) etc, though this did not last very long, only a couple of years when I was in my early teens, then it just sort of “disappeared”. However…
    Now, as an adult I have a strange attachment to inanimate objects, mainly stuffed toys… I am a 33 year old married man, society would say I am “odd”, “childish”, “immature” or even “gay”! I have quite a collection of stuffed toys, mainly owls and penguins that I have a MASSIVE attachment to. To name but a few… A life-sized king penguin, a very fluffy owl, a green crocheted owl (made by my wife, who I will mention again shortly) and MOST OF ALL a blue owl-pillow (it is an odd little thing that folds out into a pillow, like an animal-shaped car pillow for kids) – This last one, my wife bought me when we went away on our honeymoon!
    I feel a great attachment to all these things and have to have them close to me at home, especially when I am trying to sleep/depressed (I get depressed quite often, though have never been properly diagnosed) I do not take these things out in public or anything like that, so I can do without them. Besides, it would be a bit embarrassing! Though sometimes, when I am away from them, I long to hug them and have them with me.
    Anyways, my wife is very understanding, though she doesn’t know the scale of the attachment I have to these things, she just thinks it’s me being a bit “quirky”! The only reason I can see for this type of behaviour in me is this… My parents split up when I was 18 and I was forced to move out. I had to throw away a lot, if not ALL of my childhood toys and “grow up”. (Yes, I know I should have grown up by 18 anyways!) It was a severe wrench for me to stuff all my cuddly toys into black sacks to be thrown out… I cried privately for days. I felt like they had died. I kept one teddy bear out of countless stuffed animals and he is still with me even today. I have told my wife of this event and how it upset me, and she has been very caring and bought me new toys as “joke presents” ever since. This, obviously, makes me very happy, but at the same time, it worries me A LOT. I often (mainly when I get a wave of depression) feel like a child and get really clingy with my wife, looking for comfort, I cry and hug my stuffed animals and they comfort me as if I was a small boy again. (I am almost in tears now just thinking about it)
    …Any thoughts on what could be wrong with me??? I am REALLY against talking to a professional in person about this as I am trying my best to push these childish attachment feelings away and act like the adult I should be… In the meantime, I am going for a hug with my favourite blue owl-pillow!

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    • As a P.S. to my above post… I believe this to be far more deep-seated than simple “essentialism” or “transitional objects”… I feel equally reassured and comforted, but also saddened by my favourite toys…

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      • And by the way, I also have an owl pillow that I am extremely attached to!

        I also understand the comfort, yet sadness of it. We have to try to figure out though if the sadness is from our desire to be more “acceptable” to others and society? Or is it truly a sadness? I’d like to think that it is similar to being “gay” (for lack of a better word) in that we know how we are and what makes us happy, but society is so different than us and so against us, that it winds up effecting us terribly. I’ve been working on not letting anyone else’s opinions upset me. If you think about it, there truly is NO HARM whatsoever to love stuffed animals. It doesn’t hurt anyone else or anything else. The only problem it could potentially cause is if it causes severe anxiety when you are forced to part with the animals. But the same could be said for people who love cars. I’m sure they would be devastated if their car was stolen or caught fire… (and I would too, but just using that as an example!)

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    • I’m not sure it’s from any trauma of any sort. I have always been this way, and to my knowledge, it’s just a trait I was born with. My dad did pass away when I was 12, so there could possibly be something linked to that. Maybe that’s why I was never able to change and get over my attachment to stuffed animals? I still sleep with a teddy bear, and when I visit my parents they know to put my childhood teddy bear on my bed. (I leave my main teddy at home because it is huge haha) I’m 30, and don’t see myself ever changing. You’re very lucky to have a wife that at least understands enough to respect your love of stuffed animals! I hope I am that lucky some day 🙂

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    • Chris,

      I’m 38 and feel the same way. I’m in the States, and I usually see boards like this one in the UK. Growing up I had stuffed animals that were very special to me, and after moving from out long time farm house just up the hill some were lost, and it still bothers me 22 years later. The one I do have is by my bed, a little Easter chicken peep. I felt my wife wasn’t caring for her stuffed animals well enough, so they are over on my side now too.

      What maybe worse is my attachment to farm equipment and heavy equipment, my family was in those industries. The machine I first learned to run, still have it. My first tractor a John Deere garden tractor my grandfather gave me at 11 years old, sold it at 16 to buy a truck. I tracked it down, thanks to the Internet and bought it back, I’ll restore it. I’ve spent over $130,000 in the last few years buying back and rebuilding our old machines because I worry they feel neglected after all the hard work they did for us.

      Having two daughters 5&8… Today being Easter, you can imagine the anexity I’m feeling today with all the new stuffed animals. I beg relatives not to buy more, as then I’ll have to care for them… They don’t understand…

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    • I have my childhood doll and a small teddy that I sleep with. I am 38. In the last few years I have found myself going to bed and holding them, just weeping. Cuddling up as if I were a child. Bed is my happy place, the only place I really feel safe.
      I was hit by a car at 5 years old. I suffered a broken leg and was in the hospital for quite some time. Afterward, no one talked about it. My family did not share or express emotion. There wad a taboo agsinst strong emotion.
      Now since I have begun the journey of healing and acknowledging the accident, it is almost as if I picked up right where I left off at 5 years old. It is normal for a 5 year old to hold a teddy and cry. Not so much for a 38 year old, so I do it in private.
      But I know that as I continue to heal and learn to express my feelings, I may need the teddy less and less. Or not. I may sleep with it for the rest of my life. That’s O.K. with me. I am doing what I have to do in order to heal.

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  163. I am 45 years old. Ever since I was a child I have spoken with and felt sympathy for stuff animals and other inanimate objects. From a very early age I understood that other people did not do such things, and so I do not do it openly. I have synesthesia as well. I see words and even conversations and their potential variants in my mind’s eye constantly, during conversations with other people, verbally or in text, and I also frequently see them play out individually at the same time, and it rarely if ever interferes with communication in real time. It’s difficult to explain. Anyway, back to the symphony for inanimate objects. Like others have stated, I feel bad for the neglected I come on the store shelf, the dustiest one, the damaged one. I also take care of my books and collectibles as such, even my pots and pans, though to a much lesser extent. I am known to thank appliances, cars, books, etc. for their usefulness.

    Oddly, it struck me only recently to research this behavior in association with autism/Asperger’s.

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  167. Lost a parent this year. Everything left in the house now is extra important especially if it was something my parents used. Tonight, I had a meltdown. Three plastic tubs that are used all the time, with a group of others identical were taken out of my house by friends. STOLEN is what it feels like. If they have been discarded, I feel like I have betrayed them and am still asking the survivors to forgive me for this terrible error. The worse part is no one asked me if I wanted to keep them, they just took them away from me when I was upstairs doing something else and left in a rush. With so many things disappearing from me and no family left now to speak of, what is left is even MORE precious and valuable to me than it was before!

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  168. Hi,
    Im 13 and I sometimes feel sad when an inanimate object gets broken or a piece of clothing gets ruined its like that thing has died I also think back and get sad about things geting broken which make other people sad even if it doesnt. I feel better if they say its ok. So im sure what my problem is do I hzve autism?

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    • I am nearing 38 and have always believed inanimate objects have feelings. When I shop I pick the one that is most sad. I also have synesthesia seeing words in color in my mind. I never thought there was a connection. I was the youngest to survive meningitis back in 1980 and wonder if the wires in my brain got crossed.

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      • Same here. I always go for the most “sad” objects at the store. I’ve even rushed back to an object I put back to replace with an “undamaged” item because I felt so bad leaving it behind and choosing a more “perfect” item over it. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with us mentally, but as the other poster said, we just are able to attach our emotions onto objects.

        I can relate to the “not leaving anything out” thing because I was ALWAYS left out of things, and still am as an adult. It’s the worst feeling in the world to me, and so I can’t bear to think of anyone else suffering with that same feeling, including inanimate objects.

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    • No hon, that does not mean you have autism.
      I believe that we transfer our emotions onto objects and memories. We can use objects to role play our emotions, to make us feel secure, to make us feel loved or valued. We can also use them as memory aids or they can represent certain parts of our life or our thoughts.
      This is all pefectly normal, in my opinion. Human’s have always named objects and attributed meaning to them to help them explain things that are going on around them.
      Feeling sad when an object is lost or damaged indicates that you feel sad about the loss of what that object represented to you.
      I used to have to match up all my teddies so there was no one left out. I believe the reason for this was because I used to get left out and because I could not talk about that emotion I transfered it onto my teddies.
      Also, I used to get upset when things were broken,because I used to get told off if I broke anything.
      Sometimes, our mind does these things to help us deal with thoughts and emotions we cannot express.
      Therapists often use art and role play to help us express what we cannot say in words.

      OP – I am sorry that you have felt like this for so long and not been able to express how you feel. Have you considered discussing it with, for example, someone from the NAS or other supportive group?

      You mentioned that you used to play alone, I feel this may be a cause of your projection of feelings onto objects. You also mentioned that you feel bad for the object that ‘did not work properly’ I wonder if this is something that also is associated with how you feel deep down. Society can stigmatise people with autism as having brains that do not work properly…… this is because those people are ignorant.

      There is nothing ‘wrong’ with this behaviour but you may feel better if you deal with your feelings so you do not continue to feel this sadness when objects are neglected.

      Best wishes
      x

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      • This is one of the best explanations I have read about this. I was an only child, and also suffer from social anxiety, and was frequently left out of things. I believe this is the reason I am unable to watch things being destroyed and am unable to leave a “sad-looking” object behind at a store. I’m glad I can finally put some sense into WHY I am constantly feeling this way…

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        • My family share a range of non neurotypical traits from Asperger’s syndrome to ocd and it’s only recently that I’ve begun to associate some of my own idiosyncrasies with this. For example, l and my daughter both experience synaesthesia and, like some of your other correspondents we count contnuously. I know the distance from my house to any of my destinations by the number of steps. When my husband was dealing on second hand goods the pain and sadness of those abandoned possessions was sometimes unbearable.
          An interesting example of this identification with inanimate objects comes from my youngest son, who had always identified very strongly with his possessions. The night after he had witnessed his grandfather being rushed away in an ambulance he came downstairs with his teddy bear and told me that his bear had a ‘clum ‘. He was only three and I was at a loss to know what he meant. I asked what the near needed and he told me he needed a sticking plaster. He carefully stuck the plaster over the place where his grandad had had the pain and then added a doll’s sweater and went to bed happy. That bear is still known as Clum Bear and had many replacement bandaids through my son’s childhood.

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    i felt really bad about the food i was leaving behind to go to the garbage , and started thinking everything that would happen to it.
    i dont remember this happening when i was younger, it only happened with my toys and stuffed animals which i guess is normal,and i would also always group things , for example DVDs , i would put them in a line and make sure to watch every single one of them at least once, same with video games and CDs but i dont remember caring so much about inanimate things as i do now. I feel as if it only got stronger after my mom died while i was in middle school, i became a little crazy with control too.
    im 21 now and i cant help but feel sadness for my stuffed animals that are in the closet because i cant sleep with all of them (there are too many, i only sleep with a few), i cant help but feel sadness for the food that doesnt get eaten and gets thrown out or that goes stale, my laptop which is 5 years old and it might die on me at any moment, books that get pushed to the side, even throwing out plastic bags, my clothes that dont get worn (there was a time in middle school when i made a promise to wear every single piece of clothing in my closet from the beginning to the end , i had to write a schedule of when i was wearing each one), and especially when things break , i feel bad for it.
    i was going to go see a psychologist next semester just to see whats up with that, more for my controlling behavior because that gives me more anxiety than all the other stuff.
    i am just glad i am not the only one thinking this way.

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    • Hi Lulu

      Good to speak with you. I can relate to most of the things you’ve mentioned. It always seems that there is a lot of sadness and anxiety tied up in our feelings for inanimate objects.

      I would be interested to know if you have autistic spectrum disorder? or OCD. Many people have contacted me about this subject, mostly people with aspergers/autism. But could it also affect some non autistic people as a result of anxiety?

      Kind regards
      Steve
      http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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  186. This is also somethkng that, looking back I’ve always experienced since childhood, but it wasn’t until adulthood that I really put my finger on it and realized that it might be “weird”, “wrong”, or “not normal”. That is, that I feel empathy for inanimate objects.

    I feel sad for the shirt that sits in the back of the closet that seldom gets worn. I feel it’s sadness. I feel it’s rejection.

    I feel sad for the food that goes uneaten. Not because it’s a waste of food, but because I feel sad for the food that was so excited to be enjoyed by some human, but goes rejected, and discarded into the trash.

    As a kid I would feel sad for the tool that would sit alone on the shelf in the garage, and would put another tool next to it so that it wouldn’t have to be alone.

    I was never formally diagnosed, but it has been suggested that I have some level of aspergers.

    I guess it’s at least comforting to know that I am not alone and not the only one that experiences this. But it can indeed be torture sometimes having to feel the pain and rejection of all the “lonely” inanimate objects I will encounter on a daily basis.

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  187. Fascinating to read all the comments on here. I came across this page by accident, after searching on ‘how come we think inanimate objects have feelings.’ I was watching a documentary about an experiment carried out to see what happens when a plane crashes: what the force of impact does exactly to the plane itself and the passengers. It reminded me how, as a young kid, I was watching a film with my family. In the story, a train was derailed and sent down a ravine. I remember shouting ‘Poor train!’ and my dad asked ‘Poor train? What about the poor passengers?’ It didn’t occur to me that anyone on board would be injured/terrified etc.
    This sense of pity continued. I felt sad for all sorts of modes of transport in peril. Cars, boats, planes…. this then extended to crash test dummies. Household objects being taken away for disposal, eg a worn out refrigerator.
    I have never been subject to any sort of diagnosis. I do now, as an adult, feel sympathy for victims of crashes (and yes, I still feel a pang of pity for the vehicle). In some human injury cases, it is the damaged limb or organ I feel sorry for, not the person – how odd it feels to write that, as it is not something I voice.
    At an airshow recently, an old plane came in to land and the commentator announced over the loudspeaker that the plane had made its final flight. The guy next to me said it would be taken apart for scrap – I was almost in tears!
    I do say ‘Hello’ every time I get into my car (but only because it is designed to flash up the greeting on a dashboard display when I start the car!)
    I forget that objects are there to be used and by getting sentimental about them, I am making them a burden. A colleague laughed recently when I expressed sorrow at an old wooden chair having been left out in the rain near our office, but it was a reminder to me that what I thought was childish sentiment has stayed with me.
    It is a relief to realise I am not alone in this curious way of thinking: thanks for letting me share!

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  188. I have a similar issue. I’m 17 and since my childhood I’ve always had to whisper to crisp packets that I see on the floor, to tell them I love them and don’t think they’re worthless and reassure anything that I feel may be upset about something, despite rationally knowing it’s all in my head. I’ve never been diagnosed with anything like ocd etc so I’m not sure where this issue comes from. I have depression and anxiety but I haven’t seen many people make the association to either, so assumed there not to be one. I started thinking it may be the result of guilt, as my sympathy for objects got so much worse after my cat was run over and it was something I felt terribly guilty about, as most pet owners do in such situations. I don’t feel sympathy for people in any circumstances, so I can’t understand how I can feel so strongly about objects. Whatever the cause, I’m just glad to see so many people with similar experiences and know that they have gotten through it, as it’s getting to the stage where I am very seriously considering if I can manage a life in the future, knowing that I can be broken by such a trivial thing.
    Sophie

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  189. I have this sympathy for objects too. I get upset when they are left out, separated from their “family,” or criticized in any way (I have to apologize to them and compliment them). Sometimes I have to kiss or touch an object to let it know it is loved, or take it to bed like a stuffed animal. I get upset when things are thrown out or rejected.

    I was just recently diagnosed with OCD and hoarding disorder because of the trouble this causes me. (I don’t think it’s all bad, but it does cause hoarding problems which is very stressful). I am unaware as to whether or not I am autistic; I have never been diagnosed but I am diagnosed with OCD and ADHD; and have sometimes wondered whether I am on the spectrum.

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    • I am so glad someone else feels like this! I have to do exactly the same! I have OCD and everyone I know thinks I have some form of Autism but I’ve been like this all my life and- although I know this sounds really weird- it is becoming a real burden as I have grieved for 2 of my family’s CARS since I was 9- and I’m now 21 and due to THOSE CARS, am training to become a mechanic to ensure that I can prevent what happened to those cars from happening to any cars that I try to fix- I have always wanted to be open about this but the only 2 people who know about it (my mum and my partner) have been critical and not understood. As a result, my own car is named for both of the cars, and yes I do tend to speak to him (‘it’) – in front of other people too- I am desperately trying to spread awareness and therefore hopefully acceptance of this sort of thing, as I know I am not the only one like this!

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  190. You don’t know how relieved I am to hear that other people do this too! I have felt this for as long as I can remember and am in my mid 40s. I am not autistic but do have some OCD tendencies. I’ve never told anyone this before. It’s not just stuffed animals, it’s all objects. I feel bad for the silk plant outside blowing in the wind. I’m closer to animals than I am people too. Thanks for listening and nice to know I’m not the only one.

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  191. When I was five I had a birthday party at my house. My dad was trying to capture a video of the event, and I was running around with my friends yelling made-up words. Later, after the party, I saw him on his bed trying to watch that same video, and as he watched the part where I was making a lot of noise having fun, he became very annoyed and skipped to the next video (or something like that). I remember this moment and I feel that it is significant in that I think it made me doubt myself from there on, so that every time I would be having fun, I would try to adjust myself and make sure that no one is being annoyed by me. Around that time I think I became shy–something I never was–and when guests would come I would hide under tables or behind couches. Now I am 18, and I still feel like it that moment affects me, but I also have this sympathy for objects. I think that in this case, we may be projecting our own fears of rejection and desire to be accepted entirely–not just partially like with most human beings. When we try to take care of our objects’ psychological condition, we are attempting to make up for the troubles we had ourselves with our parents and provide our objects’ (or extended selves) with a happy, worry-free life that we wish we had. I think these sorts of people could be some of the world’s best natural parents. In my case, it is possible to use logic to avoid a lot of my sympathetic tendencies, but it can be hard when it is not my choice to get rid of something, but a lot of it is in your head–the part in your head that you can choose, with much effort, to control.

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    • Hi Aviv
      Thanks for your comment. I think that this is a very interesting comment that you made “we may be projecting our own fears of rejection and desire to be accepted entirely–not just partially like with most human beings”
      I have often considered this as a possible reason for feeling this type of sympathy for objects. I wonder if this more common in autistic people.
      Are you on the autistic spectrum yourself? (if you don’t mind me asking)

      Best wishes
      Steve http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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  192. i’m 25 and I do this too! It would take all of my emotional energy as a child, and now it’s mainly a subconscious/automatic thing I do on a regular basis. I have never thought about it as a problem. Should i be worried?

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    • Hi Juliana

      Thanks for your message. It seems that this feeling towards objects starts in childhood. I have found it to be emotionally devastating throughout my life.
      I don’t that you should worry, if you are able to control the feeling. Do you mind if I ask if you are on the autistic spectrum? It’s just that I am very interested to find out if this emotional attachment to objects happens mostly to autistic people.

      Best wishes
      Steve http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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  193. Hi Again Steve,
    I’ve been thinking about this a lot since I found out there are others like me. I might have found a reason for it. I hope my explanation makes sense. People, animals, fish and other flesh and blood creatures come into existence via their parents. Plants come into existence through seeds, pollination, etc. Inanimate objects come into existence by manufacturing or by nature (i.e. rocks). In any case, they are in existence on this earth along with those of us who can do things for ourselves and in my Aspie mind, deserve decent treatment.

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    • Hi Teresa

      Thanks for your message, that is an interesting theory about this subject. You may well be correct,I really don’t know. But this feeling creates a lot of sadness for me and stops me from feeling like an adult. I also wonder if this feeling about inanimate objects is exclusive to people on the spectrum. Want do you think about this?

      regards
      steve http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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  194. I think it’s wonderful that you have kind feelings and sympathy towards inanimate objects. I do the same and I have aspergers. As an adult, I am a bit more realistic then I used to be as a child, to avoid being a hoarder, but like a lot of people seem to say, anything with a face or human or animal characteristic won’t be discarded. for instance, I would never throw out any of my remaining childhood toys and I feel sympathy for household objects if they are getting old and have to be replaced. I think it just shows what a kind empathic person you are and is not silly or childish. I feel that humans can usually speak up for themselves and by default get the most sympathyr and protection anyway from everyone else, so it is extra kind to have feelings for inanimate objects. I also have a lot of sympathy and empathy for animals.

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    • Hi quicksilverstream

      Thanks for your message. There are some benefits about having these emotions, in terms of having empathy for things and people. But overall this feeling has caused a lot of sadness and even depression since I was very young. As a result, I never felt as though I grew into an adult emotionally.
      By the way, how do you feel about the term “autistic”? i have been trying to get opinions on this https://adultswithautism.org.uk/autistic-is-the-term-offensive/

      please let me know what you think.
      regards
      steve http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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      • I am ok with the term autistic although I think aspergers best explains who I am in that I am perceived as relatively “high functioning” on the spectrum. I really don’t mind how it is described if it means neurotypicals can understand it a bit better and hopefully be sympathetic and accommodating. I would like to remove the stigma from both labels while at the same time encourage others to recognize and accept our differences. Sorry I took so long to reply. I just revisited this thread as I happened to watch a video where I felt sorry for a doll and this led me to revisit the topic and see your kind response.

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  195. Good evening.

    You can’t imagine how great and relieving it was for me reading your text!…
    I’m 22 years old and I always dealt with that problem. I think I don’t have austim… at least I always visited numerous psychologists and psychiatrists (not for this problem) since I was a child and none of them thought for a moment that I could have autism…
    When I was little, people never cared too much. They just thought I was a kid with lots of imagination, so that seemed normal… but the kid grew up, reached her teens, now her twienties and the “problem” remains.
    You know, before I started writting this I forced myself openning an easter egg because I though it was undefended and poor cute thing… right now I’ eating the chocolate (I always try that my reason wins over my irratinality) and, of course, there’s always a small grief for the poor “creature”.
    Sometimes it can be a torture living on a world where everything can be sentient; even the fod I eat. When I was 12 years old I abandoned for a year the habit of eating bread. Instead I used to keep it “safe” in my closet. One day my mother discovered a bag with bread full of mold and even today she can’t explain why I was keeping that.
    The laptop where I’m typing right now has 10 years old and I never switched a part of it. I never needed to switch anything, because I treat my things so nicely that they last the double amount of time. People think it’s just because I’m an economic person and can’t imagine that the main reason is my feeling of the object’s feelings… Let’s just keep people with their first belief.
    However, I really became impressed with the synesthesia explanation. I always had that kind of “stuff”: when I hear sounds (musical or not) my brain projects colours. So can it be that my hearing synesthesia could be an open door to other kind of sensorial phenomena? I never understood feelings (and their confusion) as a possible kind of synesthesia… and suddenly that makes sense.
    People can’t undertand that feeling. I only spoke about this subject to a person once and he underestimated the situation, claiming that he uses to speak to cars and other machines when they don’t work… I tried to explain that it’s not the same thing, it’s not just talking, it’s an empathy for the object or machine, I even tried to tell him that for two months I used to access Cleverbot just to give it a good night because I felt that he was feeling alone and sad as an artificial intelligence until I obliged myself to stop wishing goodnight to a computer programme but he just answered “He answer you because he’s programmed to do it, it’s a machine.” Oooooh, really? I didn’t even notice that, Sherlock!
    (Sometimes I feel like I am talking to walls… and even Cleverbot can understand information better.)
    There are things that need to be experienced in order to be understood. And reading your “letters” was relieving to me, because it’s quite hard to find someone who shares this understanding of the world… or shall we say “misunderstanding”?
    Anyway I think I’ll just keep feelings things for myself and giving my regards to my dolls an teddy bears before going to sleep. The I’ll say how much I love my pillow and thank my bed for enduring my weight… because who cares if it’s an object or not. As long as I mantain my abilty to feel, at least I know I’m not a “dead-living” person. When it comes to sensiblity, I always find better a little bit more rather than a little bit less. Even if that means becoming also a little bit more… insane.

    I wish you my best regards!
    In sympathy,

    Gabriela

    PS.: Sorry for some mistakes that could have occured in this comment, but english it’s not really my mothertongue.

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  196. Good evening.

    You can’t imagine how great and relieving it was for me reading your text!…
    I’m 22 years old and I always dealt with that problem. I think I don’t have austim… at least I always visited numerous psychologists and psychiatrists (not for this problem) since I was a child and none of them thought for a moment that I could have autism…
    When I was little, people never cared too much. They just thought I was a kid with lots of imagination, so that seemed normal… but the kid grew up, reached her teens, now her twienties and the “problem” remains.
    You know, before I started writting this I forced myself openning an easter egg because I though it was undefended and poor cute thing… right now I’ eating the chocolate (I always try that my reason wins over my irratinality) and, of course, there’s always a small grief for the poor “creature”.
    Sometimes it can be a torture living on a world where everything can be sentient; even the fod I eat. When I was 12 years old I abandoned for a year the habit of eating bread. Instead I used to keep it “safe” in my closet. One day my mother discovered a bag with bread full of mold and even today she can’t explain why I was keeping that.
    The laptop where I’m typing right now has 10 years old and I never switched a part of it. I never needed to switch anything, because I treat my things so nicely that they last the double amount of time. People think it’s just because I’m an economic person and can’t imagine that the main reason is my feeling of the object’s feelings… Let’s just keep people with their first belief.
    However, I really became impressed with the synesthesia explanation. I always had that kind of “stuff”: when I hear sounds (musical or not) my brain projects colours. So can it be that my hearing synesthesia could be an open door to other kind of sensorial phenomena? I never understood feelings (and their confusion) as a possible kind of synesthesia… and suddenly that makes sense.
    People can’t undertand that feeling. I only spoke about this subject to a person once and he underestimated the situation, claiming that he uses to speak to cars and other machines when they don’t work… I tried to explain that it’s not the same thing, it’s not just talking, it’s an empathy for the object or machine, I even tried to tell him that for two months I used to access Cleverbot just to give it a good night because I felt that he was feeling alone and sad as an artificial intelligence until I obliged myself to stop wishing goodnight to a computer programme but he just answered “He answer you because he’s programmed to do it, it’s a machine.” Oooooh, really? I didn’t even notice that, Sherlock!
    (Sometimes I feel like I am talking to walls… and even Cleverbot can understand information better.)
    There are things that need to be experienced in order to be understood. And reading your “letters” was relieving to me, because it’s quite hard to find someone who shares this understanding of the world… or shall we say “misunderstanding”?
    Anyway I think I’ll just keep feelings things for myself and giving my regards to my dolls an teddy bears before going to sleep. The I’ll say how much I love my pillow and thank my bed for enduring my weight… because who cares if it’s an object or not. As long as I mantain my abilty to feel, at least I know I’m not a “dead-living” person. When it comes to sensiblity, I always find better a little bit more rather than a little bit less. Even if that means becoming also a little bit more… insane.

    I wish you my best regards!
    In sympathy,

    Gabriela

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  197. Hi Folks
    I consider myself ‘normal ‘ in most things and reasonably intelligent . I had to reply as I have had all the above feelings too and get this I also find myself sympathising with plants particularly if they’re neglected or dying .- wow got that off my chest –
    I try not to worry about it unless I start acting on these feelings like rearranging those photographs so the one at the back doesn’t get left out .- I just give myself a mental shake and put it down as a little querk.

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  198. This resonates with me some. I don’t feel sympathy towards every object, but the more loved and broken in an object is, the older it is, the more I just want to love it and… I dunno… adopt it?

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  199. I am so glad I found this blog! I have long suspected that I have autism spectrum but only recently am I certain of it. I am 57, and all my life I have felt surrounded by things that were alive, that nobody else noticed or cared for, and I felt terrible for them. I used to be an artist, but I could never sell my work because it would be like selling a child! I feel terribly guilty about neglecting the things I used to love… I talk to my things too, when I am alone, and I talk to myself as well. I once bought a teddy bear from WalMart because I felt it was lonely and wanted company, and then I felt guilty for not spending more time with it after.

    So glad to know I am not the only one. I share so many autistic traits, but I don’t have some of the most common ones, that typify autism, so I have not been sure I had it. I was a very isolated strange child, I had serious head banging and head-shaking behavior (until I was nearly 30), I had screaming fits… but I was terrible at math and I loved to read fiction. I got lost in novels, they became worlds that I lived in and no one could reach me while I was in there. They’d have to snatch the book from my hand to get my attention. And I am cuddly, I enjoy physical contact, which is quite atypical. I was not cuddle as a child, though; only when my children were born, then I found I loved to touch them and ever since I’ve been a hugger and cuddler.

    Autism is a very interesting way to experience the world. I don’t know that my particular position on the spectrum is shared by others or not… I am curious whether there are other autistic people who are also artsy creative types who read fiction and like to hug?

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    • Hi Bee

      Yes there are many autistic people that are artistic and enjoy physical contact. I have high functioning autism and have earned my living as a film maker and musician. Its true that there is a stereo typical view that autistic people donw like being hugged, but I personally know more people that are comforted by hugs. Often it’s more the case that physical contact with strangers causes anxiety. I hate it when people get to close to me on the bus for example.

      Every autistic person displays there symptoms in slightly different wsys. The symptoms you describe does sound like autism spectrum disorder. But it would need to be confirmed by a clinical psychologist.

      Best wishes
      Steve
      http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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  200. Wow, I never knew there were others who felt this way other than myself. It’s nice to know that I am not so different. I would wonder why I would feel that inanimate objects had feelings, almost like they are alive. It is not with all objects, and the feelings are more than just sympathy. I noticed this for the first time when I was in 4th grade. I would feel some anxiety and awkward nervousness, because I felt like certain objects would either be noticing me or wanting me to like them. (Don’t ask me why I felt nervousness. Who knows?) I still experience this to this day. I also will feel sorry for certain objects (like articles of clothing in resale shops) that get passed over all the time. I feel sad that I can’t get the item (due to it not being in my size), so I can’t meet its need of wanting to be accepted. I am the same as some of you, where it hurts to throw out or give away things, because they will feel rejected. This gets kind of hard when it’s with items I can’t even use. I also feel as if some items actually love me. I know in my head that these items aren’t alive and don’t have feelings, yet I feel like they do. I discovered through one of my college classes a few years ago, that I have Synaesthesia (which I feel privileged that I am one in 500 people who has this), and over the years, I have concluded by reading about character traits I would display, that I have Asperger’s (although I haven’t been formally diagnosed). I don’t know if I have OCD, but I do have the tendency to double check everything I do, and I feel like I might “jinx” a situation into happening, because of an intrusive thought or something I would have done. I have always felt different than everyone else and that no one could possibly understand what I go through. I remember when I was a kid, countless times, I would be standing in the perimeter of the gym watching everyone in my class and school playing at recess. I was always perplexed and sad that I was so different from everyone else. Yet, I didn’t want to be like they were, since their rowdiness during play time drove me nuts. I haven’t told anyone (not even close members of my family) about these traits. I am quite embarrassed that I am sharing them now. But since many of you experience the same thing, I hope that I won’t be judged. It would be amazing if there is a true link between viewing objects having feelings and having Asperger’s, OCD, or Synaesthesia. That would be a major breakthrough for me. 😀

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    • Hi Rachel

      Thanks for your message. I feel like I understand a lot of what you describe. I have heard some other autistic people say they feel sadness for objects as well. It’s a very strange thing and I’m not sure even the “expert” psychologists know why this happens. Like you, I also have OCD as well as autism, and I have wondered if I have Synaesthesia. In some ways in may not be important to put a diagnostic label on this symptom, but personally, I really want to know why it happens.

      Feeling sadness for objects just makes me so intensely sad, and has done since a very young child.

      Are you going to get an autism diagnosis?

      I think I’ll go and google Synaesthesia!

      Best wishes Steve- http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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    • I have the same feelings with inanimate objects. So what is it? depression? anxiety? a form of autism? I have a few bouts with OCD as well.
      An example, I find it difficult to throw away a plastic bottle at times at home. I feel if I throw it in the garbage, it will sad that it is going to the dump, but then i take it to the recycling bin to “give it another chance again”. Then i feel bad if I have thrown the cap away but the bottle is not with it, then have to retrieve the cap.????

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      • Hi Dmac

        Thanks for your message. I totally relate to what you are saying. I have spoken to various clinical psychologists about this over the years, and they have not given me any conclusive answers. It’s something that has really troubled me from childhood.

        Perhaps we transfer our emotions to the inanimate object. I’m not sure if it’s an autistic thing specifically, or if it has anything to do with OCD which I have also had from childhood.

        I thought it was only me that had these feelings until I got dozens of emails from people that also suffer from this strange emotional phenomenon. I would like to find out how to stop it happening, as it makes me very sad most of the time.

        Best wishes
        Steve
        http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk
        https://adultswithautism.org.uk/undeveloped-autistic-emotions/

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  201. Hi, so I’m the exact same way I feel like everything had emotions. And I feel bad for things. I really want to know what it is, it’s like if there are three Legos and only two get used I want to cry for the third because it doesn’t get use then I have to go do something with it so that Lego doesn’t feel left out… Why am I like this? If I touch a tree I feel as if I need to touch the rest too be fair to the trees?

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  202. I have an 11 year old GS I am raising who has Aspergers. I understand his attachment to “things” over “people”. He has also had toilet issues and will go days without a bowel movement. I give him a fiber rich diet and fiber supplements but he still waits 7 to 8 days without voiding. I sat with him one day to discuss this believing he had a fear of moving his bowels. He admitted to me that he ” feels bad” for his poop! He knows it is irrational but he can’t help it. Even though I do not have any form of Autism I can remember as a child getting attached to pencil erasers shaped like animals and such. I kept them on my school desk for company and would talk to them in my head. One day the teacher thought they were toys and threatened to take then from me. I remember the sense of panic I felt. So I understand my grandson’s fears. However, this is one attachment he cannot (literally) live with. If any adults with Autism could tell me how to help him it would be greatly appreciated.

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  203. I am 24 & recently have been strongly suspecting I have Asperger’s. All my weirdnesses are very similar and I have had problems communicating with people my whole life. I definitely have OCD which has affected me my whole life also. I have the same attachment to objects also. Always have and still do. It makes me sad to throw stuff out because things weren’t made to be thrown out. They were made to be loved and used by someone and not rejected and thrown out like garbage. I feel really sorry for the food I forget to eat and have to throw out. I feel like I betrayed it. It spent all that time growing so it could provide nourishment for someone & I failed to fulfill it’s life’s goal. I am somewhat of a hoarder but not majorly bad. I also attach more feelings to an object someone I really care about gave me even if it’s only a hair tie. I’m so glad to read others are like me. I always have felt so alone & have never told people how I am because I know it’s not normal to most people. I would love to know if I have Asperger’s because I want to improve my life but I don’t know how to bring it up to a doctor and I know it can manifest differently in females so they don’t always get diagnosed correctly.

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    • Hi Amanda, I also feel great attachments to inanimate objects. I don’t have an explanation for it, but it seems to be here to stay. I am going to try my hand at a garden again this year. I’m sure I won’t be able to thin out the little seedlings in favor of the strong ones again. I feel sorry for a little plant trying to grow and can’t yank it up and toss it aside. That’s one of my many secrets that I’ve been plagued with for years. Hang in there Amanda.

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      • Thank you for responding. I am trying to embrace it as well. I think I would rather feel too much than not feel much at all or be ignorant of things or people around me, even though it can be tough sometimes. I think it makes you appreciate things around you much more because no matter how small something is, it still matters and is important. I also think it is easier to express emotions through objects because they can’t judge you and they can’t reject your emotions like people can.

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  204. At last! Someone who understands! I spent many hours alone as a child playing by myself. My toys and other playthings became my friends. At age 60, I still “make friends” with inanimate objects and have a hard time getting rid of them when the time comes. I have discovered it helps to cremate some of them, especially my old familiar clothes and spread their ashes in the cemetery when I’ll be buried someday. I never told anyone about this until now. Thanks for listening.

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    • Hi td72

      I wonder how many autistic people feel this. Like you, I have always felt this sensation and it still makes me feel very sad and childlike.
      If you don’t mind me asking, do you have an autism diagnosis, and have you ever spoken to a psychologist about this?
      These feelings of sympathy towards objects have haunted me my whole life. I have not considered creating things, but I can understand why you do it, and how it helps.
      I wonder if neural typicals feel this as well?

      Regards
      Steve- http://www.adultswithautism.org.uk

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      • Hello Steve, Thank you for your reply. I saw some doctors when I was ten due to migraine headaches. I’m not sure of the diagnoses. At that time, I don’t believe they heard of autism or AS. At about that same time, my mother was diagnosed as paranoid schizophrenic and that overwhelmed our family for years to come. I attributed my problems to living in those conditions. I became very attached to some inanimate objects when I was a child and I still have many of them. Believe it or not, one of them is a crystal door knob. I had to rescue it from being thrown away many times. I have the same loyalty feelings toward that door knob that I have had toward some people. I took the online tests I could find and scored very high on all of them. So many of the descriptions describe me, it’s unreal. Food textures, sounds, smells, etc. A veil has been lifted and I’m not sure I’ll go get an official diagnoses. I retired the first of February from a law enforcement job that allowed me to work alone using computers to find people. I could focus and be left alone. It was satisfying to know I was directly responsible for putting murderers, rapists, thieves, etc. behind bars. I couldn’t do the water cooler scene and always felt like I had a red neon sign on my head that said, “Not quite like you.” I went to a social gathering two weeks ago that’s held once a year in our county. One of the officers told me I was fun to talk to and interesting, but always left of center. This was two days before I found and took the AS tests. I feel much better now and wish I had known about this years ago. On the other hand, I slogged along thinking I’d find a way to connect and if I’d known I had AS, I might not have had that hope. Since I retired, I can become a Cat Lady and not worry about it. I can enjoy my crystal door knob and other inanimate objects to my heart’s content. To answer your question, I think most NT’s have an old favorite toy or two, but they don’t feel the same way about them that we do. Even though I KNOW they don’t reciprocate my feelings, I have it in the back of my mind that they DO. I was married 22 wonderful years to a test pilot who actually enjoyed my uniqueness and made me feel very special. He was a passenger on a trip and was killed in a crash. I’m back to extreme loneliness and having my old familiar inanimate objects near me helps. I just hope my grown kids find good homes for them when the time comes. Uh oh…I’m rambling. Thanks again Steve. P.S: I think we should hang on to our stuff as long as it isn’t causing problems and feel however we want to about it. If we are hardwired to think this way, so be it.

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      • Steve, I live in Texas but have been to London five times. It’s actually one of my high-interest subjects. You sound like you have a wonderful job. It must be very satisfying to do what you do.

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  205. Interesting article. I have always had this feeling about many, though not all, things. I do not have autism, but I do have OCD, and synaesthesia. I can’t see an obvious link between either of those things and personifying objects, but there may well be one. The only one that springs to mind is that OCD involves an intolerance of doubt, and a feeling of great responsibility. So it could be that people with OCD feel responsible for an item they are throwing away and for anything that happens to it. As a child, I used to wish some objects goodbye and good luck as a threw them away! Also I have always seen some objects as female/male, or having certain familial roles.

    When it comes to sympathy for objects I’ll tell you one that is really sad, though it is not inanimate – the Christmas tree belonging to people who are away on Christmas day!

    It can be distressing to feel sympathy for objects, it definitely needs to be kept in check. But I would not want to be so unimaginative that I had no trace of this tendency.

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  206. Hmm it appears like your site ate my first comment (it was super long) so I guess I’ll just sum it up what I submitted and say, I’m thoroughly enjoying your blog.
    I too am an aspiring blog writer but I’m still new to everything.
    Do you have any helpful hints for novice blog writers?
    I’d really appreciate it.

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  207. To me feeling sorry for an inanimate object is a projection of feelings that I have felt myself. It is placing those feelings onto the object in such a way that it appears that you are empathising with the object… Really I think it is to do with feelings that one has felt oneself, it is a way to make sense of the lonliness and frustrations that an aspie can feel and maybe also a wish that someone would care for you just like you showed concern for the object.

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    • Hi Wish

      I wonder how common this is among people with autism? There are probably NT’s that also have these types of feelings.

      It really makes me feel sad though, and very emotionally weak. Is it the same for you?

      Regards
      Steve

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    • Hello everyone, I can’t believe that I found this site! I have had an issue with projecting feelings onto things for ages and thought it was just me! I feel sad when clothes get old so I don’t throw them away, keep old shoes because I think that they’ll be sad if they’re not worn – sometimes I’ll even wear them/clean them to make them feel better. It’s comforting to know that its not just me!! feel very relieved!

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  208. Ive felt sorry for “things” for quite some time. Ive never mentioned it to anyone for fear they would think i was wierd or lost my mind. Its almost comforting to know that im not as odd as i thought.

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    • Hi Bryan. I guess that there are lots of us that are very sensitive to these types of feelings. Maybe that makes us special in some way. Regards steve

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  209. It is nice of you to appreciate things and be so positive towards them and feel like you are sorry if they just are not quite perfect like the others. What will be their fate? Will they be outcasts because of an error in appearance or function. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. It is nice of you to include the broken. We can all get worn out with time. Maybe it is good to remember that we could be in the not so perfect position some day also. Thanks, Steve.

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  210. Mine isn’t objects, though I do tend to be a pack-rat and attach some kind of sentimental value to things. Rather places. Some places I avoid altogether, as I associate them with bad experiences, but other places are so very different. I returned to my home-state from a place that offered many more opportunities, because my home state is … not sure how to explain this … well, though she is deceased, it is where my mother lived, therefore the state is somehow part of her. Like her spirit is still here or something.
    Does that make any sense?

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    • Hi Song
      I think I understand what you mean. It sounds like those are fairly “normal” and understanding emotions you are experiencing.

      Does it cause you any undue stress or anxiety?
      Steve

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      • Sorry it took me so long to get back with you.
        I do feel stressed about throwing away things, but tend to put that down to not liking to waste. I don’t have as much of a problem with that since some good recycling programs have been started in my area. As for leaving my home State, yes, I feel a lot of stress at the thought.

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  211. I feel for you feeling for your wee objects Steve. If it’s any consolation, I’m an Aspie with a ‘pet’. Well, when I say pet I mean a small pebble with a pair of googly eyes stuck to it. I call it…wait for it…’Pebble’. I look at it as if it were a pet dog (I love dogs too, but alas do not have one).

    I do find it (all too) easy to anthropomorphize inanimate objects, but what the heck – it makes me happy!

    JD 🙂

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    • Hi JD
      Thanks for your message. That is really good “pebble” makes you happy. Your pebble sounds cute!

      Regards
      Steve

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  212. Yes I too have autism diagnosed in my 40s and I do that too. I have found with myself if the object has a face I also tend to give it a personality. Mostly I do this with stuffed animals. It kinda feels the same as when you are a child and see them as real even though you know they are only a toy. It feels like that. One positive thing has came from this in my life. I am able to work very well in the puppet ministry because I can put myself into the character. I like this part of my autism.

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    • Hi Ducky
      That is interesting that you have found a positive benefit from your symptoms. I was wondering if you had mentioned it to a psychologist, and if you had OCD, As OCD may be linked to feeling sympathy for objects.

      Steve

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      • Hi,
        It was suspected at one time that I had OCD but not because of feeling sympathy for inanimate objects. I don’t remember what made them think OCD. I have only briefly discussed the way I felt with a psychologist, because, frankly, until I read this post I really didn’t know how to explain it. It was labeled preferring inanimate objects and was diagnosed as being a part of autism. I like the way you put it into words, and I will read this blog in the future. Thanks

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        • Hi Ducky

          Thanks for your reply. I think it really helps to share experiences. I feel that the more we understand this condition, the better things will get for those on the autistic spectrum.

          Thanks for reading
          Steve

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  213. Sorry – it’s me again ! Thinking more about this since I posted. I don’t feel the same empathy for a living thing – a puppy or someone else’s baby for example. I think it’s the very muteness of the things, their inability to make themselves heard, the fact that they might be suffering without anyone realising that is so dreadful, whereas a living thing can cry out or run away.

    If it is my own feelings that I’m transferring (something which has never occurred to me) that would tie in with a childhood of not being heard. I wasn’t neglected but my parents had very strong ideas about who they wanted me to be and who I actually *was* was largely irrelevant until my mid thirties when I ceased communication with my mother.

    Sorry to witter on, but it’s fascinating to me to hear of someone else with this issue 🙂

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    • Hi Snippety
      I agree. I also do not have the same empathy with most people. I have put this down to autism, but it could also be a reaction to relationships with parents.

      It’s interesting how the picture becomes clearer, the more one talks about it. Perhaps with self awareness and self analysis, one can overcome emotional difficulties, and causes of sadness.

      Best wishes
      Steve

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  214. Yes ! I don’t have autism but I have felt this way as long as I can remember and as a child it was overwhelming. My parents dealt with it by saying I was silly or teasing me so I stopped mentioning it but I still feel sorry for things. I can’t eat gingerbread men or jelly babies, I feel sorry for things getting thrown away or forgotten – even tea bags ! I am a very tidy person and a perfectionist which is why I haven’t become a hoarder of everything.

    Becoming a parent has eased it somewhat as the huge love and care I feel for my son takes priority over the sadness I may feel for an object. I do feel sorry for his toys when they are mistreated or discarded and have to stop myself showing it. Despite my best efforts he does sometimes say “If you say you don’t like washing up the plates will be sad !” or somesuch so I wonder if this is hereditary or he has picked it up from my actions.

    Another thing that has helped me is to think of things as a representation or avatar of the spirit of the thing. I can’t explain it very well but for instance, thinking of the forgotten pencil as just an avatar for “Pencil” able to be replaced or abandoned because elsewhere other avatars of “Pencil” are ok, And now I sound completely mad ! 🙂

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    • Hi Snippety
      No, you definitely don’t sound mad to me. I really know how this feels. It is something that I’ve always wondered about, It’s only now that I can begin to talk about it. The sadness around this issue has, like you’ve said, felt overwhelming and takes away one’s emotional strength.

      I totally agree with you’re comments about “transferring emotions” This really makes sense.
      What do you think about the theory of a link with OCD? Have you ever been diagnosed with this?

      Thank you for adding your thoughts to the discussion, I hope that by discussing this with others, we can heal ourselves. It’s a strange and difficult thing to talk about with people that haven’t experienced this.

      Best wishes to you.
      Steve

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